Counting Down...

[Jesser 295]

I just wanted to say that I absolutely can't wait until I can get the surgery done. It's a scary thought, but I'd rather take the risk than continue dealing with all the negative thoughts I have on a daily basis of myself. I just can't take it anymore. Every time I look in the mirror, I don't see myself staring back at me. I avoid pictures, I avoid going out and doing fun things with my friends because I don't feel like myself, and I don't feel good about myself. I have a feeling that even though the sleeve is only a tool, I will try my hardest to find myself again! I love this site and all the positive people on here. Just reading through different experiences helps me.

[Diamondeyed 399]

Jesser...you are not alone! I believe when we implement this tool in our lives..we are going to stay in the mirror and in front of that camera! I love myaelf dearly, enough tk have this surgery! I just want to run with my boys on that baseball field...drop at least ten ten pound bags of potatoes and live! We deserve it Jesser, lets embrace the journey....God bless and stay excited!!!