tparkerc59 334 Posted December 11, 2012 I confess: 1. That after 5 weeks, I am still scared of developing a leak, and think about it every day. 2. That I do not get in all of my fluids a day -- ever. 3. That I was very disappointed when I went for new pants and haven't gone down even one size after losing 31 lbs. 4. That I am grateful to have lost 31 lbs., but don't see it. 5. That I hardly ever exercise. 6. That I am addicted to VST! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Ballermom 803 Posted December 11, 2012 Sheesha....its a Water pipe with fruit tobacco from the middle east. Lol i wonder who edits this stuff. LMAO! I love this thread. I confess that I want to look like Halle berry looked in her Cat woman suit. Lol I confess that I hope my husband can keep up When we exercise together after my surgery! My energy may be over the top! I m pre op and with all the hoop jumping I think this feels like my Full time Job! I wanted to tell a relative Off! When they couldn't understand why I didn't want to Celebrate their birthday with a cake a month before their actual Birthdate! Because I'm no longer want cake. I may not tell my Mother before my Surgery! She worries! I don't need to be talked down. I've made up my mind. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
arathfon.rn 32 Posted December 11, 2012 I confess I hit my first big stall and totally feel depressed by it. I confess I look at my face alot in the mirror and try to see the difference. I confess I want to look better than my sister-in-law who is super competitive with me I confess I have totally huffed a bag of fresh McDonalds fries but did not eat any I confess my head hunger is worse than I thought it was going to be Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
MsFab1988 275 Posted December 11, 2012 1. I confess that 1.5 month post op I tired a bunch of different foods to see if my new stomache can tolerate them (rice, bread, chocolate, soda, alcohol, burger, fries etc...I was able to eat everything in small portions and was sooo freakin happy..I now only cheat once a month 2. I confess I loveee going to the gym! 3. I confess I am on a 6 day liquid diet trying to boost my weight loss as I am 6 pounds away from 199! I am very impatient I dont know why 4. I confess I cant wait to get rid of my big clothes...Matter of fact, I started a while ago, I still have a few left! 5. I confess I always thought I was sexy, but damnnnn, Im sexy as hell now! lol 3 Kalimomof3, BigBootyQT and Velena reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Crystal Woods 193 Posted December 11, 2012 I confess that I need to tone and rebuild muscle but I have been to lazy lately. I confess that at 120 pounds I still see a fat girl in the mirror. I confess that I really need a Tummy Tuck and boob job. :-( 1 Velena reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
steelergirl 135 Posted December 19, 2012 I wish a year has past but I'm only 6 weeks out Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Fiddleman 4,376 Posted December 19, 2012 I wish a year has past but I'm only 6 weeks out The months will start passing before you know it. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
stacylynn 0 Posted December 19, 2012 i confess: it's been two weeks and i feel pathetic for feeling so crappy and almost ungrateful i have moments i don't care if i EVER lose weight, i just wanna feel good i daydream of blowin off guys that pay attention to me after i lose weight, - u didnt want me fat, u dont deserve me after im not!- im so freakin' IMPATIENT for everything!!! it's painful that some already seem 'jealous', like i got a frickin' free pass or somethin'! IM SO GRATEFUL FOR THIS SITE & ALL THE SUPPORT FROM SO MANY!!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Biellita165 28 Posted December 19, 2012 I confess I'm using my VSG as an excuse to not have sex for the next few months 3 steelergirl, SleeveNZ and Wolfgirl1978 reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
allthatjazz4u 204 Posted December 19, 2012 I confess I'm using my VSG as an excuse to not have sex for the next few months Lmao 1 Biellita165 reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jen1211 203 Posted December 19, 2012 I confess... 1. that I like this thread a lot! 2. that I am afraid of what I will look like when I am thin 3. that I may not need to worry about number two ever happening! lol 4. that I was totally out of control (binging) before surgery but am glad I have behaved since! 5. that I am worried my husband (who isn't fat) will never get his butt out of his chair to do things with me. 6. that I am really happy I found this site 1 Velena reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Wolfgirl1978 256 Posted December 19, 2012 I think I confessed a couple months ago, now that I'm 6 months out I will confess some more. Please forgive me if I repeat some of my old confessions 1.) I really do not know how to shop for regular size clothes. I find it difficult. I'm in size 12 pants, fixing to be in 10s and I still have the mindset I did when wearing plus sizes 2.) Being thinner has not made my life easier as I thought it would 3.) Having dreams about smoking cigarettes are better dreams than the ones I have about sex. I miss smoking more than I miss food. 4.) I still hate having my picture taken 5.) I'm lonely, and need more friends 1 Velena reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
jen1211 203 Posted December 19, 2012 3.) Having dreams about smoking cigarettes are better dreams than the ones I have about sex. I miss smoking more than I miss food. I really miss smoking...it would make this whole thing a lot easier to deal with! If they came out tomorrow with a cig that isn't bad for you, I'd fight my way to the front of the line! lol 3 Wolfgirl1978, keya34 and amaggie reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
selbradey 321 Posted December 19, 2012 Im waiting for that person who went on a rant about smoking to pop up and give lectures. ................. And..... They have electronic cigarrettes called blu, avail in drug stores. I never smoked cigs or pot so my addiction isnt severe. Good luck ladies Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
selbradey 321 Posted December 19, 2012 I confess I'm using my VSG as an excuse to not have sex for the next few months I havent had sex in two years ( im divorced and afraid of getting prego and diseases) i totally desire but crippled by stupid fears lol. Good luck with holdin out 1 sexy_sleevegirl reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites