Neenagh's Nutty Nattering

[argon 3]

or waiting in parking lot of the grocery store in a friends truck with mud on the licence plate and plowing her vehicle and just driving off!.

That's a good idea. Do you know, then, if YOU hit someone in a parking lot, can you just drive away, without reporting anything!? (sounds like what happened, I just can't imagine that being LEGAL!)

[neenagh 0]

apparently you can, she did. the cow.

[green 6]

Green will curse her for you if you want. Here is Green's Curse: may you grow to weigh 450 lbs, parking lot lady!

[neenagh 0]

ooooh Green! Glad your on my side!

[Yoda 0]

Yea man, that all still sounds so freakin' CRAAAAZY to me.

*rolls eyes*

:rolleyes

[neenagh 0]

Okay let me start by saying my ticker is a lie. I have gained like two lbs.

I am hungry, i am eating too much, and i hate myself for my lack of self control. I have some restriction, but if i eat slow, i can get a lot down. Plus, I'M HUNGRY ALL THE TIME.

I'm going for another fill on thursday, but in the meantime, I have decided to start counting carbs again. I have been faithfully logging my intake on fitday, and i average about 1200 cals a day. It seems that if i eat like a normo eating carbs, i can't lose.

Oh, well, it was fun while it lasted. So starting tommorrow, LOW carb and lots of Water.

[Irishmist 0]

I know what you mean Neenagh, some days i seem to be so hungry, and other days a little food fills me. Hang in there Neenagh, things hopefully will get better after your fill on Thursday.

Maria

[Yoda 0]

Yes, maybe your fill will do the trick Neenagh.

[CLOE 0]

Yes the next fill will help. We should have some self-control, but we shouldnt have to kill ourselves trying to access it. fill, fill, fill.

[neenagh 0]

thanks guys, trying to stay positive.

[argon 3]

I'll be waiting to hear on Thursday (or more like friday or later) how the fill is workin'! Hopefully you won't have to keep countin' those carbs :hug:

[Irishmist 0]

Neenagh how did your fill go yesterday, let us know all about it.

Maria:)

[CLOE 0]

Ya, were all ears!!!

[neenagh 0]

Rained like the dickens the whole way, thank god mr. neenagh came and drove. my sis couldnt meet me at the doctor's so i had noone to hold my hand during the procedure. well, mr. n offered but the way it went, they would have had to scrape him off the floor!

Mumford was pleased with the 4 1/2 lb loss in 5 weeks. I'm not, obviously. I convinced him i needed a fill. Here's where the hairy part comes in.

I lay down, lift my shirt, the usual, and he gets his honking big needle and is chatting away, my eyes closed and trying to remember to breathe. He sticks it in and it makes a loud pop. He says oh, sorry. He jabs again, scrape pop. I start singing the abc's in my head. after the 4th time i actually started to laugh to myself, picturing mr. n if he'd come in sliding down the wall laying in a puddle on floor at the doc's feet.

finally after 6 tries he got it in, pulled out the old saline and said it was bloody, so he changed the syringe-y part (not the needle) and put fresh in. I'm officially at 1.5.

I was so traumatized that i forgot to ask why he had trouble getting into the port and why the saline was bloody.

i was shaking when i left. Told mr. n it was really good that he didn't come in!

I think i have some more restriction which is what i really care about tho, and pretty much will do whatever to get!

[Yoda 0]

well at least u are on ur way again Neenagh! YAY!!!