Surgery Scheduled For 8/14 Scared To Death

[timetochange 8]

I am so nervous but excited at the same time. I was a thin teenager and even until I was 30.....but then by my 4th child...the weight kept packing on. I can't even believe what I weigh!!!!!!!

I had a lap band....which worked in the beginning - until it didn't work and I would just vomit after every meal. I had the band removed last year...did WW, Nutrisystem...blah blah blah....gained the 50lbs that I lost with the band back and feel more obese than ever.

I am such a bad eater! I can go all day without eating (which I know is bad for me) and then I eat at 8 or 9 o'clock......DUMB!

So first of all........I KNOW that I need to break this disgusting habit of mine and what happens if I can't?

Thank you for providing this forum. I would be grateful to speak to anyone.

THANKS

[mczoo33 72]

I am so nervous but excited at the same time. I was a thin teenager and even until I was 30.....but then by my 4th child...the weight kept packing on. I can't even believe what I weigh!!!!!!!

I had a lap band....which worked in the beginning - until it didn't work and I would just vomit after every meal. I had the band removed last year...did WW, Nutrisystem...blah blah blah....gained the 50lbs that I lost with the band back and feel more obese than ever.

I am such a bad eater! I can go all day without eating (which I know is bad for me) and then I eat at 8 or 9 o'clock......DUMB!

So first of all........I KNOW that I need to break this disgusting habit of mine and what happens if I can't?

Thank you for providing this forum. I would be grateful to speak to anyone.

THANKS

Congrats timetochange,

there is a rollercoaster of feelings with this but it will all be worth it in the end. there is great forum and group for august sleevers at http://www.verticalsleevetalk.com/topic/38113-august-sleevers-where-yas-at/