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Talking about bands and drugs, I will share my Father with y'all.

You can hear some of his songs here

http://www.bottom40rockshow.com/

Stevie Stiletto is his band.

This page is mine sorry I know its slow to load, its just a few pictures and stuff of my Dad, on the photos page you can read about his Illness and use of drugs thruout his life. the link is by the fund raiser picshttp://www.geocities.com/Stevie_Stiletto/index

theres more easier to listen to music of his on his MYSpace here http://www.myspace.com/steviestiletto

the way myspace is set up it plays newest stuff to the older stuff AOT was put out when I was 8 years old.

I love my dad but he was never there, Drugs and Rock n Roll is his life.

When I went to see him the Summer of 2004 he couldn't even lift his arms to hug me, he begged me to go get some heroin (sp?) so he could just pass. Please Dad don't ask me to something like that. Thats all I could say I know he was in much pain he begged to me and his mom with tears in his eyes.

Dr's told us all he had DAYS to live, I just seen him again this summer 06 he is not 100% better but is not dead. No beer no drugs and his liver is healing.

I sold Handmade Greeting cards on Ebay to raise money to take the train to get to him before he passed, I am so thankful to the many nice people who donated money and bought cards from me so that I could go be with my Dad on what was to be his last Fathers day.

My Father is much more involved with the lives of his Grand kids than he was with me, and thats okay. Me seeing their childhood being filled with so much love helps me escape all the hurt I had to go thru.

and now I'm crying I have to go

Hugs to all

Nana~

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Okay, I'm back. I'm sorry I cried all over your thread.

Hugs

Nana~

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