Kippy-Kay-Yay!

[nikki82 147]

My surgery is April 27th with Dr. Garcia in Tijuana and I'm ecstatic!!! Do ya hear me?? Ecstatic I say!!! lol And even a little nervous, but not about the surgery itself, but what my body will look like in the aftermath.

I've been over weight since I was 11 will be 30 this month and I've grown so accustomed to my plus size body. I know how to best cover up this roll or how to squeeze and tuck this or that in. I know what clothes to wear that flatters me best. Yes, I said flatter. Even at 340 lbs flattery can be found lol. Basically my being overweight has turned me into a control freak. And I don't know what this new body's going to be like. I know that I'll be happier and healthier because of the weight loss. But physically I'm without a clue. I have to become confident and accepting of my body all over again. This took me so long to do in the first place. Maybe I'm over thinking it? I don't know. Either way this surgery has been a long time coming,12yrs in fact and I will embrace it the best way possible. I need this. I need to become healthy and have some semblance of a life again and to give myself a fighting chance.

Right now I'm 340.2 lbs as of this morning but my highest has been 350+ The plus? I have no Idea. The Dr's scale didn't go beyond that... frightening. So I thought it best to post in this group. I would like to get down to 140-150 lbs but I would be fine with 160 lbs. I know 140 lbs seems low, but I'd like to give myself a bit of a cushion in case of weight gain.

Okay so here's my stats.

5'6

HW: 350+

CW: 340.2

GW: 140-160 LBS

[kimmy*custis 276]

Yaaay! I am super excited for you too! I think you are making realistic goals, about the same as mine! Best of luck to you and keep us posted on the journey!

[Ms skinniness 3,003]

IT is exciting to get a new body! You will have so much more energy and have fun dressing yourself up in cloths that are also flattering. LOL Try not to over think it and take it one step at a time. Enjoy each day as it goes by. Soon you will be standing in front of the mirrow with much slimmer and healthier body. You will love the results. Congrats on your surgery date! You will rock that sleeve.

[nikki82 147]

Yaaay! I am super excited for you too! I think you are making realistic goals, about the same as mine! Best of luck to you and keep us posted on the journey!

Thanks Kimmy. I believe my goals are realistic as well. And I will do my best to keep you guys in the loop.

And I believe congrats are in order. 50 lbs lost? Amazing! Keep it up...

[nikki82 147]

IT is exciting to get a new body! You will have so much more energy and have fun dressing yourself up in cloths that are also flattering. LOL Try not to over think it and take it one step at a time. Enjoy each day as it goes by. Soon you will be standing in front of the mirrow with much slimmer and healthier body. You will love the results. Congrats on your surgery date! You will rock that sleeve.

Dorrie, wow! 70 lbs.. I can't wait to be in you all's shoes. I am looking forward to the energy. The clothes shopping will definitely be something I'll have to get use to. I say bring it on! lol