Proud, Embarrassed Or Horrified?

[Queen of Crop 1,104]

Just not sure if I should be proud of myself for losing so much, or horrified that I had gained so much.....my brain doesn't know which way to go......I posted my before and after stats (weight, body fat and inches lost) on my weekly blog and it is interesting to figure out how to feel......interested in knowing how others feel.

I also have some nice photos of Kapoho on the Big Island; a snorkelers paradise....

[atkinsoncl 62]

Proud, very proud!!

[Disneytikifan 21]

I think proud would be my answer and happy since since you live in Hawaii!

[Shemy-away 83]

I say PROUD!!! You look amazing!

[Liberated Sleeve 148]

Definitely proud! The other emotion really gives you nothing so go with the one that actually benefits you!! Doing a great job missy!

[favoredone 590]

Definitely proud!!!!

[wishes 125]

Proud. I experience more days where I am just embarrassed, but every time I have an NSV I know that I am proud of my decision to make my life and health better one day at a time. I wouldn't appreciate what I have if I didn't see the rock bottom first.

[hadouni 301]

PROUD. You look amazing.

I know for me, the more down I was about myself and embarrassed about how I looked, the more I ate. I never want to go back there again!