Tomorrow It Begins

[LadyIvy 159]

Well, I have my liquid diet laid out and labeled day by day so that I know when to make my Jello and never have to drink a cold Protein Drink. I feel like tonight is my last night of "normal" for a very long time. I have a lot going on in my head atm and apparently my husband is freaking out too. He isn't telling me, but his insecurity has all of a sudden amped WAY up. I know I can do this (and I don't believe my surgery is even going to happen until I finish with my anesthesiology appt on the 6th). However, I have to wonder exactly how cranky I will be. Today I said see ya later to my beloved sushi and am going to have a couple of drinks before my 8 day liquid diet begins in the am. It is starting to sink in just a little, but my surgery date has already been moved once so we will see what happens. I have been waiting for this since early October last year and it doesn't feel real. I guess I will see how I feel when I am dying for some food!!

[futureskinnypants 193]

You can do it, just be strong. Look at how many other people did it. I guess you just have to have the will power. I told a friend "just think, you have to do it or you CAN'T have the surgery. Maybe if you think of it that way, you wont let yourself cheat!!!!" .....(this is coming from someone who isn't on the pre-op diet yet so I have no idea what your going through , or going to go through ...YET.) Good luck be strong, i know you can do it!!!!!