Suzannesh 376 Posted March 25, 2012 Suzanne - you said everything I am feeling. I was laughing when I read your response! I actually feel better after reading it! Whew I was really stressing about my fear! I just love this forum! Hi, Gee, I am thrilled that you laughed and you now know that all your feelings and emotions are so very normal. It is a BIG step to take and so easy to 2nd guess your good judgement. You are going to do just fine. I want you to know that the 1st month after surgery is very hard. The hardest you will ever have to do, but it is only 30 days. I have some things I will send you that I have written about the 1st month. My personal E-mail is Suzannesh@aol.com. Send me an E-mail and I will send then out to you. Hugs, Suzanne Share this post Link to post Share on other sites