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My surgery is tuesday 9/13. I am terrified that I am doing the wrong thing. My stomach is so nervous that I'm afraid that I might vomit.

I too question why I can't do this on my own. Why do I need to do this to my body? Why can't I control myself? Should I try one last time? If I can do the liquids for two weeks, why can't I stick to other diets?

Well, I've done the 'one last time' weekly for about 20 years.

I'm going to keep checking back to this site just to read the success stories to encourage me to keep going.

Good luck on your journey.

Yep KateMarie, I am right there with you. I thought about giving it another 4-6 months on my own. I know I would be mad at myself and disappointed I didn't lose more than I did. With the holidays coming up I really believe this is a good decision for us that are having surgery in the next month or so. I hear consistently that this questioning ourselves is very normal

My best to you with your surgery Tuesday! You know going in the first couple of days are not fun, but each day after you will feel better and weigh less! Keep us posted after your surgery. I have imagining what I might weigh and look like at Christmas time- can't wait:)