im soooo happy almost ready for surgry 4 lbs and im off

[ladiebashful 1]

its been a hard ordeal im on the carb diet and omg it is hard but i feel i i can stick to this ill be ok after surgry so that makes me feel so great. i have 4 more to go and im so anxious to call them when im done. i was scared for awhile but i do feel its time to do it now im ready even if my brain isnt. i thnk i have more issues on losing and havin guys attracted to me cuz its been so long. and i was in a bad relasionship 10 yrs ago and just coulnt move on so thats what i think really scares me ima have guys lined up. i m just tried of beenig so over weight i dnt even understand how i let it get so out of control. i just needed too express that and what im felling. so i should be sleeved before june ya thats great. btw pls contact me with ur stories at ladybashful@facebook.com