So Happy But also nervous!!!

[Strwberriekissesrbetter 2]

Well here I am approaching 168lbs lost and ready to break into the three hundreds for the first time in at least 15 years and my feelings aren't exactly what I thought they would be! I thought I would be so giddy and excited and don't get me wrong I am very happy but nervous and anxious! It seems just 9 months ago I was given a year to live and weighed 565lbs and now I am off all meds and ready to be below 400lbs it is all happening so fast that I don't think my mind is having enough time to catch up with my body( how weird is that? it use to be the opposite way around)! I guess I am just nervous about being at the starting line again of another 100lbs to lose but I am sure that it will come off just how the last amount has! I am soo happy with my decision to have the sleeve I just wish I could see the changes in body like other people are seeing them? Is that common for someone who has lost a significant amount of weight to not see it ??

[prnps 0]

Wow congratulations! You can do it! Don't focus on the next 100 just focus on feeling better!

Good luck and keep us posted.

pat

[MINI-Me 196]

What an awesome story!!!! You should be proud of yourself.

I can totally understand the anxiety ... you are changing you. Not the you inside, but your confidence, your appearance, and your self-esteem. Now, give that anxiety a second of reflection & move onto the celebration train. AWESOME!!!