1 week 'til my transformation begins!

[vanishingvixen 40]

7# down and ret-ta-go!!

I guess there is something to this pre-op liquid diet after all. Granted, I sorta kinda cheated, but not really cheated. I replaced 2 lean Proteins (egg beaters in the am, a skinless boneless chix breast in the pm)?which helped me stay better on target during the rest of the day. After doing my research on the liver shrinking diets (the entire point of the pre-op diet, so the liver is more out of the way ? ie: less FATTY), I decided that I could do that without detriment to the process. Must be working! I was told today ?well, at least you were smart about it?. Funny thing? I think I?m gonna forgo the substitutions from here on out. I was so excited w/the small goal ? that it broadened my veiw of the bigger picture. So, I?m all in! Let?s ger ?er done!:lol0:

One week from today?the physical transformation begins where the mental one began 6 months ago. 9/21 ? Surgery Day *woot & giggety*

Today I had my final nutrition class and met w/the anesthesiologist. Everyone in there is scheduled for surgery next week, so I have a few buddies to walk the halls w/on Tuesday (since they will be getting us up to walk almost immediately afterwards). IDK how I end up w/the group of class clowns ? but it made for a good time of bonding, musing, and well-wishes for the future. Good information, good vibes, and really?a bunch of excitement. I was also able to pre-register (which will give me an extra 45 mins of sleep time that morning), so all I have to do is show up Tuesday and go right to the surgical suite. Time to get this party started!!!

I can hardly believe that this is REALLY going to happen. I mean, to get a grip on the fact that this time next year ? I will be close to half the size I am today is?unreal. *eyes watering* I?m at a loss for words, really. Just thankful for those on this journey with me in spirit, and in sisterhood?old friends who have had my back, and new ones to take my hand.

This is a happy time, but there is also a lot of work to do. It?s not lost on me that some folks -however well meaning in their ?encouragement? ? still still seem to think the surgical option to help get the weight off is a cop out. I won?t even get into the superiority complex Far be it from me to say they aren?t entitled to their opinion (after all, just like @$$holes, we?ve all got one, right?) But for ME, I felt it the best way to expediciously put a halt to some of my immediate ailments (mainly neck, back/spinal issues, hip, knee pain that dr?s were discussion surgery for. So, surgery to fix an ailment that would only reoccur b/c of the weight? Or surgery to jumpstart the process of getting the weight off so I wouldn?t need numerous other more invasive surgeries in the future?) and get me on the right track for my future. Working this tool the way it is supposed to be worked w/healthy habits & lifestyle? exercise?is. A. MUST.

Before I forget ? the physical trainer they have at my surgical center that spoke today? Used to weigh 500#. And decided AGAINST weight loss surgery. She quit her job, and has lost over 300# ? she looks freakin AMAZING. IDK how many of us can afford to quit our jobs to lose weight, but she did. She is a domestic violence survivor that packed on 260+ pounds as a coping mechenism during a bad marriage. She decided to make this her life?s work ? helping design exercises and workouts for those of us fatty?s will some restrictions due to injuries, ailments, etc. She knows what it?s like to be fat and try to do jumping jacks?and she said that a lot of the exercises that other trainers (who most likely have always been athletic/healthy) try to get folks fatty?s to do ? sometimes do more harm than good to their bodies. She is sensitive ? but honest ? and will help you do the work. And I can?t WAIT to hut her Zumba class?(Check her out if you?re in the woodbridge area. Her name is Amy ? and her info is on the bluepointgroup.com website) She is totally amazing and inspiring?I may have decided on the surgical route for my own personal reasons, but I still hope to be just a much of an inspiration to someone, someday.

Any way?I was just feeling so full that I needed to get it out. These rants & musings are a key part of my journey, and will no doubt become more frequent along the transformation process. Stay tuned?

(I know this post was all over the place ? but I was excited and full of emotion. I know y?all understand me)

[StaySea 2]

I too am being sleeved the 21st! Good luck and best wishes for a great and speedy recovery! See you on the losers bench soon!! :lol0:

[mp8btpc 33]

Congrats on your surgery. You will be on the loser's bench in NO time!