Jim1967 3,569 Posted March 18, 2013 When I lost close to 100 pounds 15 years ago, I experienced all of that. One would wonder how I could let it slip away, but that's why we're all here, now. Read my story in my profile. You're not alone by any means. I had a lot of anger and depression issues for a long time. I feel this time it is definitely different. What we are doing here is not a diet at all. It is a full lifestyle change and one that you can live with forever and not feel deprived as long as you embrace it. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
mrsto 2,925 Posted March 18, 2013 Read my story in my profile. You're not alone by any means. I had a lot of anger and depression issues for a long time. I feel this time it is definitely different. What we are doing here is not a diet at all. It is a full lifestyle change and one that you can live with forever and not feel deprived as long as you embrace it. I read your profile and applaud your success. Though we all may have different demons, the common thread is using food to cope with life. It's a curse, and I feel hopeful that this time around will be very different. I'm 57 years old, and my body cannot take it anymore. I too feel that I sold my husband a lousy "bill of goods". Though my weight was on the upswing when we met (had already gained 25 pounds) I was still exercising and wearing a single digit size. Little did he know that I was on my way up, which continued to where I am today. We've been together for close to 8 years, and even though I'm a larger version of the me he met, he loves me for me. His concern is my health, because he wants us to live a long life together, and be able to enjoy an active lifestyle. He NEVER rags on me about my weight or what I eat. And he still thinks I'm beautiful, in spite of the excess baggage. As wonderful as the love and acceptance is, I still beat the hell out of myself. We are our own worst enemies, and I too struggled with serious depression at many different times in my life. I can't help but think that it comes with the territory. But as long as we stay true to ourselves, and get through each day doing something positive for our health, it can only improve. 1 Jim1967 reacted to this Share this post Link to post Share on other sites