I'm scared!!!!

[aeromech 202]

You can do this!!

I have been reading, reading, and reading the past week. You know what I came up with? The band won't fail you unless you have another medical problem that interferes. This is one of those things that you have to say "I am worth it, my health is worth it, I am going to do it!!!".

The basics:

Read and follow the directions, follow instruction from your surgeon and nurses, and you will succeed. You will not fail the band.

You have loads of people here that in your time of need believe that you can succeed!

I have freaked out too. I just think to myself," if I was at my heaviest weight right now, I would be nice insulin ". I heard that from my endocrinologist 3 days ago, it opened my eyes and made me see. My daughters need me to be there in their time of need when they are older. I want to be there when my grandchildren are running around. If I continue on my current path I might not see my oldest daughter graduate high school. It's time for a change and we all deserve this chance given to us!!

I have also learned that the money thing is irrelevant. If the money is there and you have the ability to change you for the better, it will work out in the long run.

BELIEVE IN YOURSELF!