suzannek 1 Posted December 3, 2012 It was a combination of things. Bad marriage. ate to drown my pain, then ate to keep people away and not be hurt again. Socially, eating was a way to socialize. I had to learn to use exercise and talk for the depression. Now I socialize and eating is just there to keep me alive. Whole new way of thinking! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Kami172000 16 Posted December 4, 2012 I was always home alone as a child from like 10 years old and up after school my parents both worked till after 5. I always snuck in the Cookies and sweets that I knew I wasn't going to be able to eat when they got home. On top of being bored I was always kind of upset that I was always home alone. About 6 years ago I lost some weight, about 30lbs, and was really happy the way I was looking and feeling. Then I got pregnant. I gained 100lbs. Doubled the 30 I lost so 60lbs and about 40 from the actual pregnancy. At least that is what the doctor said that looks like what happened. Even after a strict diet and with the help of diabetes while I was pregnant nothing helped. After being in the hospital for 5 days I had lost the 40lbs. But slowly I gained it right back and 5 years later the date I weighed in for surgery I was the same weight I was the morning I gave birth. After my son was born I tried a few diet pills and gym and all that. But on top of nothing really working I just stopped caring. I didn't want to be fat but I also didn't want to be miserable and not live my life not eat good food. I wish back then I could have done it on my own but I know now that this was the best choice. I have lost 45lbs. It has been a struggle but not as much if I did it alone starting weight 287.6 current weight 245.2 Share this post Link to post Share on other sites