One Year And 50 Pounds Ago....

[electronicart 120]

...I began my lap band journey. Even though I've settled into life after lap band, it still seems surreal at times. Getting comfortable in one's own skin is so much more than weightloss. I feel great and love the way I can jump in and out of cars, seats, etc. I never thought I would be able to cross my legs like a lady again, but, I can. And when I squat down, I can easily get back up. Having weightloss surgery is by far the best thing I ever did for myself. I am so glad I got out of my comfort zone and took the leap.

Now, I still have to try hard to stay on track. I am so tempted to eat junk (and sometimes I do) because I can only eat a small amount. I have been known to have a piece of cake for supper. Just being honest yall. I do not like to exercise. But, it is a must. For me, moderation is key in all areas of life after lap band.

Picking out clothes or buying them for that matter is like this game of "will it fit." I just got out my winter clothes and put on a really nice sweater I bought early this year and it just hung on me. I thought, dern, I love this sweater, wish it were smaller. I use to hate jeans. All that squeezing and tugging and misery has turned into "wow, I think I need a belt".

When I was at 208, I thought about my weight constantly. I worried about my clothes spltting if I bent over. I ran from the camera and was embarassed when I saw old friends. I worried about my health. My blood pressure usually ran 135/95. Now, it stays around 110/70.

I know this is lenghty, but, when I changed my ticker and it said 50lbs, I had to tell someone. In my mind, I'm still the same person. The inside hasn't changed. So, to those of you that are beginning your journey, push. You can do this. Love one another and love yourself.

[♕ajtexas♕ 3,771]

Thank you for sharing your story. Congratulations on your success.

[Amanda1982 142]

You should be very proud of yourself, thanks for sharing!

[Banjo257 920]

You are living my dream! Enjoy each moment.

[Pana'sNewStart 68]

What a nice story to read! I'm just now starting mine. I'm in the insurance approval stage and reading all these wonderful success stories makes me want it even more!! Keep up the great work