The Fight Is Over.

[SusieSunshine 68]

Okay so I was banded Fri and ever since my pain has subsided I've had this intense happiness. I thought it was because the pain was gone but I realize that the biggest internal struggle with myself is over. Now all of you debbie downers are going to chime in and talk of bandster hell and cheating the band but aside from all of that I know that I will never eat a whole pizza again or make 3 trips to the buffet. I will not be physically able to. Knowing that I'll never feel that guilt or remorse again (while the band lasts) makes this sense of happiness well over me. Knowing that Portion Control has always been my problem. This internal struggle is solved for now. Weight aside I love myself more now then I have in years. I won't go to sleep with regret. Sure I may eat ice cream I may eat pizza but in moderation. And my body is on my side telling me when to stop. I'm not making a deal saying........well ill eat less tomorrow or rationalizing what holiday or day of the week it is. Knowing all the while its a lie and leading to more lbs. I'll never wake up feeling bloated knowing all my lose pants are dirty so what is there to wear. I'll never air dry my jeans so I can get them on. I will wake up refreshed happy to look in the mirror to see a slightly slimmer face. I know I'm rambling but the fight is over for now. And I feel at peace. Hope u all feel at peace too.

[Patriceaa 16]

Yay!! Congratulations!

I can honestly say I never went through "bandster hell" and getting my band was the best decision I have ever made.

Good luck on your journey and new life.

[CarrieBrownsville 55]

Thank you for your post! I've read quite a bit on this website, and you are the first post that really hit the nail on the head as far as my goal in this undertaking. I will be banded Monday, and I've been wondering if psychologically I dare think positive and know the band will keep me from every emotion you spoke of in your post. I'm most likely older than you, but I can tell you I have spent my life struggling with Portion Control. I eat good foods because I'm diabetic, but I eat too much of them! I was low carb for years and I cannot tell you how much Protein I could put away in one sitting. I'm so excited to know I won't physically be able to overdo it! Thanks again and good luck to you!

[kyrasgrandma 228]

Love your post! I am hoping that I will feel exactly as you do.

I am 61 years old and was a little worried about the results due to my age but after reading the posts on the over 60 forum I have decided I am worrying for nothing.

Like CarryBrownsville, I too eat all the right things but have a really hard time with Portion Control which is why I chose the band.

Let us know how you make out on this journey. You have a great attitude!