Out of CONTROL!!

[kimalicious 5]

Pat, here is your kick...I can't wait for my PMS to be over, no matter what I eat my head tells me MORE MORE MORE!! My poor little band, working so hard, thank god for it!!

[S@ssen@ch 745]

Maybe we should form a secret society of Reese's peanutbutter cup sneakers. For the last month those things as well as those great Dove eggs they've got out for Easter have me mezmerized. I'm sittin' home recovering from a gall bladder surgery gone wrong/dislocated hip. So all I do is obsess about what sweets there are for me to eat. I bake Cookies, cakes, brownies and if I happen to get out...I buy candy.

Somehow I managed to shake some sense into myself and for the last 3 or 4 days I've been fighting off the urges. I don't know how I did it other than the fact that I started logging my food again. I'll be so glad to go back to work again (not).

[kimalicious 5]

Dawn, have you baked the peanutbutter Cookies that you put the reeses cup in when they come out of the oven!! Ok ENOUGH!!! Keep fighting the urge!! I dreamed about those dango peanutbutter eggs last night!! I swear they sneak heroin in them! Fight the Power!! HA!

[S@ssen@ch 745]

oooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh, peanutbutter eggs (drool) Hubby had to hide those from me. :nervous

I didn't make peanutbutter Cookies with reese's cup in the center, but I did make peanutbutter Cookies with hershey's kisses in them....mmmmmmmmmm Dang it, now I got it in the head again......just kidding.

[Sunni 0]

Reese's are evil and must be destroyed! I'm doing a pretty good

job of destroying every bag I buy (wipes chocolate from face)

Christmas, Valentines, Easter...damn I cant get away from all the chocolate temptations and Im losing this battle.

Being empty doesnt help either!

:help:

[Dianechef 3]

If you're starting a "Fell off the bandwagon" group here, please add my name to the list!

I recently had my band partially unfilled and I CAN'T STOP EATING!! I had a miserable 4-5 days when I could barely get down water!! I lost 5 lbs. from it all. As soon as I could start eating again, it's been a feeding frenzy!! I have some kind, caring friends who brought dinner over for me & my family. There was a jello/whip cream salad, ice cream with hot fudge, full fat yogurt, a creamy chicken casserole thing that was heavenly & MORE!! I am downing it all and have gained back all the 5 lbs. I had weight I lost & more. I am feeling ZERO restriction and just having a party!!

Why do we do this to ourselves?!?!?!?!?!??! Thank goodness there hasn't been any chocolate in the house because the entire bag would be GONE.

How is it that we can be in such control over ourselves & then the next day we completely LOSE IT!! It's like a Jeckel & Hyde thing. It makes me feel like a freak when I'm so out of control!

SOMEBODY PLEASE WIRE MY MOUTH SHUT & THROW ME INTO THE PSYCH WARD!! :speechles

[kimalicious 5]

You have to go on that new inventors show with the new elbow screw for weight loss Jack, you could make millions!!! HA!! It is just so comfortable to fall back into those old eating habits...it's easier than to actually have to think about what is going into our mouths or to think about it and then throw that thought away because the food is so satisfying for the moment. I am getting on the scale in the morning and I know some crying will be going on afterwards and I hope that will kick me into shape because I am sure to have gained weight this week. Good thing the PMS is done though so I should be less reactive to my cravings hopefully. I'm still not back on track, but hoping to be so soon enough I've still got to lose another 75 pounds and the second half will be sooo much harder than the first half!