Down In Out In Denver........

[fitfrlife 13]

It has been 11 days since my surgery. I physically am doing wonderful. Mentally - not so good. I am finding that I am feeling lost. My life used to be filled with snacking and eating out with family and friends, and now it's not. So, really I don't know what to do with myself. This change is a wonderful and healthy one but I feel secluded and alone. I have a best friend that I loved to go eat with, and when we would hang out at her house we would always order pizza and have some wine. This past week I hung out with her at her home and I found it difficult. She asked me several times out of habit if I wanted to order pizza or go eat Mexican. It was awkward. When I left, I got the feeling that she felt differently about me and our friendship. It has been the same way with my family. My mom asked me to go to lunch, obviously forgetting that I can't. It's different, so much of my life revolved around food and good times that now I just kind of feel blah.

I definately could use a little lap band forum love. Hearing from someone else that has felt like this would be awesome!

[scorpiolady 83]

I have a friend who had lap band a few years ago. We go out all the time and she just eats slower than anyone else. She enjoys her wine and good company but I've noticed when I'm with her we all enjoy our meal so much more and the time we spend together. It's made me realize that meals are a time to come together and relax instead of just consuming food. "Turning the tables" as they so often do these days. I'm sure this is something we (banders) will need to learn but over time I'm sure your friends and family will start to enjoy the time spent with you, instead of being focused on the food. I haven't been banded yet, but I'm pretty sure this is going to drive my children crazy. "Mom your sooooo slow" hehe I can't wait!

Keep your spirits up!

[xavier 153]

Well this is going to be some tough love...

you may think your life was 'full' with eating with friends and family but in reality if the food was the most important thing it actually was kind of empty. and with your friend the value there should be her and of course you and your connection, again if it was food it wasnt the friendship you thought it was. This is a time to enjoy your life and the people in it without the anesthesia of food.

If you reread your post and change all the food reference to cocaine you can see it just wasnt healthy. This is a scary and exciting time to see who you are and what you value without food at the center of it...I can tell you I was just like you and now I just feel so free...I enjoy food but it just isnt that important to me now...I am living my life! Best of luck...you will get plenty of hugs and love here and you deserve it but I am the harsh voice of reality that I think you also need because i needed it too and I think we all do!

[DELETE THIS ACCOUNT! 12,703]

Once you're back on normal, solid food and you can still do those things just in moderation.

Today I chaperoned a high school band trip to a competition, while down there we had pizza for lunch. The kids ate tons, I ate one single piece slowly, and didn't even have room to finish the crust.

Last week I went out to dinner with my kids. I got a wonderful salad with fat free dressing and a bowl of my favorite Soup. I was totally stuffed as well as had a lovely meal with my kids.

Your priority needs to be the company you're with, not the food you're eating, then you can make good food choices and still enjoy the social nature that goes along with humans and eating.

[GLove 44]

Xavier, what a great post! Thank you.

[pink dahlia 2,513]

im 3 months banded and i can eat EVERYTHING, just slowly and chew well. since ive been banded ive had pizza, steak, pork chops etc. while i dont care for 99 % of alcohol, tonight im having a strawberry margarita in celebration of losing my 1st 25 lbs ! (Woo hoo! i hit 200 today !) so remember, you are in the early STAGE of being banded," and this too shall pass." good luck !