Had my 1st surgical consult!!

[kristallynn13 18]

Yesterday was my first visit with my surgeon. All went reasonable well. He thinks I may have gall bladder issues. I kinda knew that already. He said it would have to come out either before or during lap band surgery. Having upper GI, KUB, gallbladder ultrasound scheduled to determine if in fact I do need my gallbladder out. I really like my surgeon so far. He has a reputation for being very knowledgeable with poor bedside manner. I have only met him once, so I don't have enough interaction to form a valid opinion, but he seems very straight forward and to the point. Some may see that as poor bedside manner. I see it as a doctor who you can trust not to sugar coat everything.

The real emotional let down happened for me when sitting with the Bariatric coordinator scheduling all of my appointments. I am not even sure how many different appointments I have. Somewhere around 10 I think. During all of this scheduling, a flood of emotions swept over me, and I thought for a minute, I would break down sobbing. I don't know why. I didn't feel sad...maybe overwhelmed, maybe validated, many elated.....or all the above. I managed to suck it up, and not shed a tear, and not letting the coordinator see my emotions. When I left the office, I felt even more determined to make this happen. So, I am off in pursuit of checking off my long list appointments!! Maybe with some luck, I will have my lap band before Thanksgiving??

[dropsizes 2]

Just so you know when people take time to finally do something or put them self first the have all those feelings. I so wish you well on your new journey.

I wish you well.

Mary

[kristallynn13 18]

Thank you Mary. The whole experience seems a little surreal right now. The nurse wanted to take a "before" picture, and I guess they have more faith than me, that there will be an "after" pic....it was ironic though, the camera would not work, so they didn't get to take my pic!! Said they will do it next time. Also, the surgeon tells me my goal weight is 155, I figured 145. That makes me happy cause I thought I was being liberal.