i have PCOS but..

[lovemysgt 4]

yes but i asn't one of the lucky people that the doctors found this out. many years ago i had very bad periods. i mean bad. hen i stood up i gushed blood and clots. went to the hospital they didnt do crap. doctors didn't get it. this as hen i as in my 20s. i had gone to some many dr and stil no diagnose nobody did anything.i NEVER EVER got pregnaut. so i hit my 20s still dont have it under control. wanted to get prenaut went to the dr and woohoo smart drs here in texas praise god they know what is wrong with me. I have a build up of scar tissuse so bad it infested my falliopian tubs and my ovary they told me the only way to get pregnaut is invitro. so i tried my insurence didnt pay for it:sad: we borrowed money. we went through the 2 month long processes. i lost the babies. i was devistated. i am 39 now and my doc wont do it 40 and above to risky. i blame the dr hen i as younger that would never find out what was wrong with me. all my dr did was a laproscopy and he could see i had alot of issues no dr did that so i lost the ability of ant i wanted most in my life which was to have a child. yes you can see adopt but it isnt the same. i'll never feel a child growing in me. here there are people out there killing their children makes me sick.

sorry i had to vent.