i have to tell her...

[justrite8142 1]

when i see my before pictures...i cringe...when i see "her" and "her" side by side...its almost unbelieveable to me...who are these people?????? ooooo....yeah...its me...its you carolann...i look at the pain in the over-weight girlz eyez...and tell "her" (me) your okay...its all right...we (i) made it through the storm; when i see the thin-girl...i tell her (i)...relax...calm down...your a girl that lost a lot of weight and you put ur pants on 1 leg at a time...i tell me...these girls have been through a lot...the over-weight girl and the thin girl...they were both hurt at some point....the over-weight girl had her reasons for becoming over-weight...the thin girl had her reasons for taking laxatives...we (i) will be okay...once you two (me) heal and become 1...we (i) will be a strong force....:-)...my point??? become 1 before this surgery...be 1 whole person...do not let this surgery divide you...the fight within is horrible....

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