Newbie but Oldie

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Hi everyone my name is nickie 26 and dh Tim is 27 have been banded for 2 1/2 yrs I did great the first year but since then its not been so hot I love the band would not take nothing for it bc it has given life back to me but still not where I want to be I have been struggling with my weight my entire life but my health started to decline in 2003 when my mother who was 50 passed away of colon cancer and I was only 19 since then I have had neumerous health problems and was almost bed ridding for almost 2 years due to my weight and the problems that it has caused me I have a very dear and wonderful husband who has been right beside me all the way and most of all the Lord has gotten me thru it all right now we are in our 15 month of trying to have a baby and my weight is starting to creep back up I have even went as far as diet pills again and I know they dont work I am an emotional eatter and eat out of bordem right now I just need to get back on the wagon bc we are wanting a baby very badly we have been married 8 yrs next month and I know if I could lose some more weight that it would help tremendously and help how I feel about myself right now I hate myself but am the thinnest I have been since I have been married so if any of you have and helpful advice it would be greatly appreciated thank you for letting me vent and introducing myself please email advice at nlacy1983@netzero.com God Bless you all on your journey