all weekend at the lake in a tank top and shorts.anxiously waiting insurance approval

[babyk 1]

I am very nervous, hoping to be approved by my insurance company...all of my paperwork was submitted wednesday or thursday. they told me it should take 5-10 days to hear back form them. After spending the weekend at the lake in a tank top and shorts I am so ready to have this done and begin a new lifestyle. It's really uncomfortable when I am only 20 years old and can't even wear a bathing suit. All of my friends have cute bodies and run around in their bikinis...sucks for me. I am so tired of being "the fat girl."

sorry for the vent

[spoiltmom 44]

I know exactly how you feel. My inlaws live right next door and they have a pool. Every one goes swimming except me. Why? Because I can't find a swim suit that looks good on me.

My SIL is 35. She goes in a string bikini with her small belly and size DD boobs-and she's had 2 kids and is still thin. I hate it.

I'll be so glad to get this weight off.