DevilMayKare 1 Posted December 1, 2005 Somehow, I don't think you're joking. I know that's how I feel, and it's not a joke to me. You're right Jonathan, I wasn't joking. After I went from 312 to 155 five years ago I swore to God and myself and any other power in the Universe that I'd leave take my spirit and leave this ample body behind if I got past 300# again. As I crept back up, pound by pound it was like walking towards the firing squad. The fact that I feel this way is what allowed me to go to MX and get this surgery. I didn't really feel much fear because I didn't feel like I had anything to lose. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
