Banded yesterday - June 14th - recovery ?s

[Brandalyn 53]

banded the 14th as well, did horrible last week was huring sooo bad, sunday went to a neighbors and she had fresh fruit so i chewed the tarnations out of it, went down no problem, then monday my hubby takes me and the kids to chick-fil-a, says "heres dinner"! i was starving so i tried one of their chx wraps, got three bites down ok but the fourth came back up, so back to the shakes, then yesterday i tried to have 3 bites of it, no problems, lunch was homemade chx stripes i ate it no problem, i woke up really late so dinner was much later, we had sushi rolls, the rice killed me the first bite so i peeled off the rice and chewed the avacado and tuna no problems. today i had a Protein smoothie for breakfast/lunch then ate 6 bites of a steak!!! bad move, my chest and sides are hurting, threw up twice!! for dinner he sushi again, took off the rice and it did ok.

i feel so foolish and ashamed for eating this stuff, i realize that the pains im having are tellin me im not ready to eat any of these harder foods!! i can already tell rice is OUT!! and beef and i may not end up on good terms either.

tomorrow back to full liquids, my first follow up is at 230pm as well, im embarrassed to tell my doc i did this to myself but now im worried about wether or not my band has slipped or if my stomach has strectched??? HELP!!!