First 30 days of recovery, banded in September

[kuurtamo 0]

I'm concerned that I've started abusing food to take care of that gaping hole inside of me that I have stopped using... in any case, when I've had Fluid added in the past, I've had a few days where I needed to um... "remove" the offending items from my stomach. Soft things included- like spaghettios or mashed potatoes. Granted, I'm making very poor choices, such as eating bread...

But I've made it a habit of eating the wrong things several times a day and then throwing them up when it causes pain (i.e. bread).

I only do it when in pain, but I seem to be giving a "devil may care" attitude to whatever I eat.

Regardless, the frequency with which I am making myself throw up is a little bit disturbing to me.

Any thoughts?

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Edited May 25, 2010 by kuurtamo

[♥Amy♥ 5]

Edited because I didnt realize what part of the message board I was in.

My apologies :smile2:

Edited May 26, 2010 by ♥Amy♥