I can't believe I'm doing this!!!

[TatT3d_GirRL 2]

Hi, Like my title says I can't believe I'm doing this! I am a 30 yr old single mom to 3 wonderful boys. They are 14, 6 and 1 1/2. I decided to join a support forum because I am having LAP-BAND® surgery performed on Tuesday!!! Even just thinking those words chokes me! Tomorrow well in a couple of hours I have to go to the hospital for all of the pre- op testing!!! I'm so nervous I can't sleep!!! My life is very complicated! I don't work right now mostly because I am ashamed to be seen in public. I am 4' 10 and weigh 210 lbs I'm always in pain and have become so heavy for myself that it is actually causing a sore in th bottom of my foot! Well I'm going to go read some of your posts! I hope to hear from some of you real soon! Lets take this journey together because I haven't really told anyone in my life and I can't do this alone. :thumbup:

[Rsilversea 2]

Welcome to the forums! You'll get lots of support here.

[Amanda B 0]

Well a late congrats on your littlest edition! And I hope all goes well for your surgery.

I haven't gotten over feeling ashamed and embarrassed yet that I'm going for WLS. I hope this community can be my rock during this time.

Good luck!