kirafiki 0 Posted February 5, 2010 I have had two weeks of a real emotional rollercoaster... Possile cancer diagnosis being the worst of the information that was given to me in this time period. About a week after I got that news, I realized that the stress from it was bringing up all the old feelings, emotions, thoughts and behaviors of my compulsive eating disorder. A year and a half after surgery, and I had mostly gotten control of them. I have been without a fill since April, so basically unrestricted since at least October of last year. I called for an appointment for a fill, and the first available was two and a half weeks away. I was afraid of two weeks of this emotional junk without restriction. I just got a call from the doctor's office and it seems that they had a cancellation Monday, this coming Monday!!! Now my mind can get away from the hunger pangs, and be allowed to focus on keeping myself healthy while I wait the weeks and weeks before I find out about the cancer issue. I must say, contributing to the posts and questions here has been very theraputic. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
carbgrl 0 Posted February 6, 2010 Congrats on getting a fill and good luck with the cancer issue. Above all, take care of yourself and focus on being your healthiest self! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
illuminationlady 7 Posted February 6, 2010 Hope all goes well for you! I know these posts and threads have soooooooo helped me during this time period of no restriction for me. I don't know what I would have done without you guys. I will say a special little prayer for you about the cancer thing. Take care!!! ps. I get my second fill Monday. Will be thinking of you!!! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
