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The situations i keep running into is having an alcoholic beverage! Im doing great on my diet not very hungry at all just resisting the holiday party is whats hard for me!

The situations i keep running into is having an alcoholic beverage! Im doing great on my diet not very hungry at all just resisting the holiday party is whats hard for me!

I never knew about the dependency thing but I guess it makes sense. I'm 3 months post op and I've drank twice. Just one drink each. But I feel the urge or need to all the time and it's so hard for me to say no even when I go out with the intentions of not drinkin. My doc told me no alcohol for a year tho :/.

Not sure on that. I an 101 days post op..and no alcohol till six months out..about another 3 months

Wow, I was cleared for alcohol two weeks post op. But I gotta tell ya that first sip of alcohol it felt like my entire sleeve was on fire. That's when I knew that perhaps I needed a little more time before going there again.

I would experiment at home before you go out in public, and keep the TUMS handy. Remeber alcohol can affect you in some really different ways now, especially after losing weight and maybe going off meds. If you are going off meds, you need to consult your pharmacist rather than your NUT. For me, for example - I am not considered diabetic anymore, but I had an atypical diabetes anyways, and I still can dip soooo very low, and alcohol aggrivates that, but I can never tell how much.

I'm 3 months out now, but I think I had my first post-op drink when I was 5 or 6 weeks out. I used to like to drink a glass or two of wine every night before the surgery, now I just drink when I go out, which has been 2-3 times a month lately. I try to stick to vodka instead of the sweet mixed drinks that I used to have. I definitely feel the alcohol a lot sooner, but the buzz doesn't last as long.

I quit 2 1/2 years ago after 20 years of smoking. Basically cold turkey. I did use a zero nicotine electronic cig for about 1 month. The 1st 2-3 days were a little rough, but manageable. Just a tip...caffeine and alcohol will trigger cig cravings, so avoid both for a couple of months if possible.

I have been able to handle alcohol....but it does hit me a lot quicker then before. I also find myself wanting to drink more now. Be really careful, im not saying that you will turn into an alcoholic or anything...but we are at a higher risk of developing other dependancies after this surgery. I know that I crave it more then I ever did before. plus it will slow down the weight loss due to the extra calories that goe down all to easy. good luck! and have fun! just be carefull

I just saw my doc and Nut for my 3 month post op appt (actually 2 1/2 mo. out) Although I have been a really slow loser (-37.8 lbs from start) I have lost inches. They were happy w my progress, more than I was. Anyhow they assured me I was doing everything right and to keep at it. I now have to start with Calcium chewables to help w my teeth and bones to prevent losing teeth or getting bone fractures (scary thought)... The best part was getting told that I am now cleared to go ahead and consume alcohol! Yay! Perfect for this holiday weekend. Has anyone here had alcoholic beverages and felt sick? My NUT told me to b careful because my body would feel the alcohol super quick. keepin it real

I too became an alcoholic after being sleeved - I used to suppress my anxiety and depression with a big bag of potato chips, and then once that went away due to surgery I turned to alcohol. I'm rebounding from rock bottom (I'm talking 1/2 a liter of vodka a day) quite well, but I'm not honestly where I want to be with it either. That said, I'd still get the sleeve done knowing what would happen.

I am so sorry that you've had so many problems. I agree with previous poster that you should see a therapist who handles eating disorders. My doctor required preop meetings with a therapist and I think it was soooo helpful to me. Half of the battle is knowing you see foods as fix for your emotional problems. My brother is a recovering alcoholic. When he gets stressed he wants to drink. I want to eat a browie. As to losing 10 pounds a month. Who came up with that? You or your doctor? Most doctors say 1-2 pounds a week which would be 4-8 pounds a month. I am a slow loser and can be at less than 1 pound a week. Being too tight can and will lead to band complications and it won't help you loose weight. You will rely on high calorie liquids to eat and those liquids won't make you feel full. Which causes you to eat more.

I quit smoking 5 months ago in preparation for this surgery. I used chantix and would highly recommend it. I joined another support group called quitnet.com and they were great! Spent a lot of time on there in the beginning. I also gave up drinking alcohol, and caffiene. The smoking and caffiene were the hardest for me. I quit smoking early because I knew I had to also quit the others, and for me to do it all at once would have been just crazy. I was not happy about it, but now so far its the best thing I have ever done for myself! The sooner you quit the better off you will be when your surgery date comes. Also it was not an option for me. I have had 2 nicotine tests and will probably have one more the day of the surgery. My surgeon will not do the operation if I have smoked in the last 8 weeks. Lori

so i started to have some syomtoms of another UTI last firday just that i was peeing more my thought we just incress my fuild. Then i started to have a funny feeling by sunday afternoon i supepect maybe i have a UTI sunday night i became missable. I called the dr frist thing in the morning and they said you have a uroliglist apointment on wed do you think i could wait at frist i said okay but when i started to vomit and i was not keeping water down i knew i was in trubbble i called the dr back and said no i not sure i can wait and they said the frist they could get me in was a 3:20 pm with the nurse parcton for my PCP. I am still on antibotics for my last UTI and she relly had no idea what to do, She tryed to get hold of my uroligsts to figger out what to do, she mentoned the hospital and i said no i relly rather not she wanted to send me home and wait till the next day to see my uroligist i was dizzy and i knew i was deharated and she agreed I explaned to her how banded pepole should not get behind on fuilds and i was so nausas and was now at dry heavs as there was nothing left to come up as i had stoped drinking and was thowing up what i did drink. She agreed to give me IV fuilds two litters latter i was not better and still in the worst pain every this made my lap band seem like a peice of cake it hurt so bad. Finely around 7 she said I am sorry i can not send you home with a clear mind you relly should be in the hospital they can give you fuilds iv nusness meds and pain meds i am calling an amblenes, at the hospital they started askiing about my band, They do alot of gastic bi passes not gastic banding at this hosptial. That why i went with the one i knew did the band and did it well. They said with all the vomiting they were woried about a slip and this is why they hate the band and when it comes to this and they started asking about my sugeron and whated to talk to him they said would you be willing to let us do a revison if something is wrong with the band, They even paged the resdent on call for there barartic program to talk to me about a revison, Well the good news is the band is in pace they did a ct san and saw i had kidney stones and worst a major kideny infection and the dr said you know were admitting you right at this point i was under morphine and did not care about much expect that the morphine was making me feel so much better it was the only way we got though the ct scan other wise i would have never made it, They admitted me and gave me ton of fuilds to help me pass the stone and also get rid of my kindey infection that was the start of this whole thing. They asked me to eat i keeped explaning i am banded and i have lactose intalonince and need mushy food to them this ment ice cream cut cup pan cakes cut up muffins ground pasta each meal got worst. I said i can not eat this stuff I have a band in pluse i was so nausus that it did not matter, Finely they called in the barticitic nutrionist and looked at what they were giving me and said she can't eat any of that she has a band pluse offering a banded person ice cream and cake is like giveing an alcoholic a drink she said what she needs is protiine she probely very tired form lack of it and asked me how i felt i said whiped out draned and just blah. she got everything startened out and she went down to the kichen he self and explaned she needs less food more times a day we need to offer her a snacks with protine in it we also need to make sure she has two protine shakes a day to try and make up some of the lost protine that i had not had in the last 3 days and she also need to have access to water at all time and crystal light so she can meet her fuild recments all the sudden things changed. And best of al my dr said good new we know what you have do you want to go home he frist gave me scips for pill and i said do you know if these can be crushed then he said i don't know i explaned my dr has made a big deal that everything has to be crushed or lquid. He said why would you do this to your self? did you think about how your life would change? he said i never understood why pepole do not deit and exsizes I said you want to know exsizes i at the gym before my sugery 6 days a week one hour each time sometimes two I said i worked with a nurtionist on a deit and the most i lost was 4 1/2 lbs over 6 mounths only to get my peridod every mouth and gain 5. I said i did think about how my life would change how i would never eat a pizza again how i never have a handbuger on a bun how i would not be able to eat or drink toghter how my tast buds would change i said i thought alot about and I hate that question I lost 27 lbs in 4 weeks were before the sugery i stuggled to lose 4 1/2 and if that means crushing pills and takeing lquid form then so be it he gave me some persctions and i was on my way problem is no one had these percptions I got one that can be order tommorow and they were able to be change to something else. Then i find out that Cypro lquid form dose not come genric and it 55 dollors for what would be a 3 dollor perction I am not paying 55 dollors for this I going to make some phone calls to my urolgisest and see if it dose come genric mean while i am sitting with an untreated kindeny infection till i get this mess straitgen out

I guess it depends who your with. I have Kaiser, mine lasted approximatly 20 min. I was asked a lot of questions. Do/did ismoke, did I have any depression, do I drink alcohol. I heard some a bit more extensive though. They just want to know that we are mentally stable and able to handle the changes.

I must be one of the long waits then after reading this. My process took from October of 2011 to now. My surgery is scheduled for this coming Tuesday finally! I think I am glad it took so long, I quit smoking 5 months ago, gave up any alcohol over a month ago and also stopped caffiene 3 weeks ago. If I had to do that all at once I would have been a basket case! Especially the cigarettes and coffee! It also gave me time to really research it and make sure it was what I really wanted. I have had plenty of time to back out but I am going for it! No looking back Lori

If that were the case, about the sugar alcohols, then it seems like the protein shakes would also be causing problems.

I LOVE chewing gum, (Haven't been sleeved yet, but went through Kaiser's options class). They said that gum has sugar alcohol in it and that could lead to ulcers in the stomach/sleeve. I don't know what I am gonna do ( I LOVE my GUM)

It is not feasible to never have a piece of chocolate or a glass of wine again. None of us got to where we are from a glass of wine or a piece of chocolate. We all still have lives to live, we just need to make smarter choices along the way. Saying we CAN'T have something is how a lot of us got here in the first place! Enjoy your wine and husband and live life to the fullest. P.s. My surgeon NEVER mentioned being unable to consume alcohol, only to not over consume and to wait until I am fully healed. Let's all support eachother here because not one of us is perfect and we should not expect others to be either.

As a person who loves, and I do mean loves food, I will argue with anyone who tells me I did it the easy way. It is not easy to give up your life long friend( food).it is the hardest addiction there is. We need food to survive. We don't need alcohol, drugs, sex and smoking to survive. We all are choosing a tool to help us be healthy and fit. The first few weeks is not pretty on the journey to WLS. Starving yourself is not fun.Im talking pre op diet and post op diet, it's so boring. Now at 4 weeks post op, and 35lbs lighter, it does get better. I'm trying to make many changes in my life. I have now replaced my obsession and love for my food to exercise! For me, the weight does not just fall off, I'm a lower BMI girl, been harder to lose. But so worth it! Everyone, be proud of your choice, for some it's easier than for others. I am truly going to appreciate this permanent weight loss!! Good luck to us all Sent from my iPhone using VST

I love my new stomach!! I have had no problems yet and I'm two weeks out. I've lost 27 pds so far. I feel amazing. I have a lot more energy too. My friends were all supportive and officially named me the designated driver hahaha which isn't bad cause I can have fun w/ out alcohol. I would definitely recommend this surgery Sent from my iPhone using RNYTalk

Most likely that was my doctor (I know mine did a live VSG on Saturday, not sure if other docs were doing this). Yes, he's a leading surgeon with close to 12 years in VSG surgeries. He absolutely said what most have said here -- the sleeve CAN stretch, but only to 2 or 3 times the size it's reduced to. So if you can hold 3-4oz now, then with enough overeating and time you might be able to hold 6-10oz in the future. He also stresses that this surgery is not a magical "cure" forever. It is absolutely possible to regain all of your weight back and more IF YOU CHOOSE to lapse back into your old, bad eating habits for a period of time. The smaller stomach is a TOOL to help us get to goal without fighting the hunger and enormous volume we used to be able to take in. Doing this surgery is a lifelong commitment. One everyone should do whether they have this surgery or not. It's knowing how to eat for optimum health instead of abusing food for "sport" -- how to incorporate exercise into our lives forever. Most obese people have a hard time getting past the first few weeks or months of a diet because it's not fast enough and we become discouraged. Going to the gym hurts, and for good reason because we've got so much pressure on our knees, ankles, and backs!! The surgery is just a good friend who keeps you motivated and limits your ability to truly do more damage. But the real challenge is making changes to eat healthy, watch the nasty carbs (white flour, rice, etc.), count calories when you can, pay attention to portions, drink plenty of the RIGHT fluids (kick the soda habit FOR GOOD), and make activity and exercise an essential part of your life. There are plenty of people who have successfully held off regain for many years. Some in our group are going on 4-5 years. Just like RNY or DS, the surgery is just one step. The rest is up to you. If anyone thinks they can have this surgery, lose the weight and then just go back to junk food, alcohol, sugar -- just in smaller portions, and not in moderation -- they are fooling themselves and will most likely regain. There is an image on this forum showing a stomach right after surgery and then 4 years out. It is stretched but still teeny tiny

My sisters and I gather at my mother's once a year (we're all spread out across the country), and we had our annual long weekend this past weekend Thursday to Monday. My mother loves us with all our favorite food and we sisters share in a good bit of wine. I got on the scale this morning and didn't gain a thing (of course I didn't lose either). But my point is that banded or not you can still enjoy life as it was meant to be enjoyed. If you're going to waste calories on alcohol, be responsible, and do it with some moderation -- THE KEY TO EVERYTHING!!

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Religious suffering as being God hates signs and secret sin ,from the psychology to meet an extremely common need .4 loneliness does not come from * body this is single .As a reflection of society a thinker ,his heart is the most lonely ,the lonely .A soul as long as there is enough deep ,will be found in the soul deep stuff is lonely .Class hope that discovering the meaning of life and value ,and the creation of the meaning of life and the life value ,the purpose is to eliminate the loneliness .Life of the entire contents of unpredictable ,it must in Nike Free Shoes every moment to experience ,we on the unknown fear, so ,our system theory ,technology ,religion ,to set up their own psychological safety .As long as we seek inner security ,life whole process .Will not be what we know .The life does not understand, thought ,looking for the whereabouts of unable to comprehend ,will only make us more benefits and no ,that we trigger a heart and the reality of the conflict ,the conflict between heart and soul .Each is an organism ,so ,as a biological ,life instinct ,is a draw on the advantages and avoid disadvantages ,pursue happiness and avoid suffering .As long as we will be similar to sth ,trying to do ,there must be contradictions ,so the false and true necessarily split .When you say that the purpose of life is happiness ,the purpose of life is to find God ,Buddha ,and so on ,there is no doubt that to find God ,Buddha ,and so on the hope of escape .We are through the all mixed things for some permanent ,durable ,something that we called the real God ,Buddha ,,,truth .On the unknown faith or belief is a kind of self projection ,so it true .As an individual ,you are asking your called real ,emperor ,Buddhist ,truth ,something ask ,ask ,seek ,guide ,so your method is to search for return, looking for satisfaction .As individuals, each of their Kule have the most direct ,most intense feeling ,relating to their interests are most concerned about ,each for his care than on any other concern ,but also more than any other of his concern .Most of our thinking and ideas from the draw on the advantages and avoid disadvantages ,pursue happiness and avoid suffering of the instinct of self-preservation .Belief in some sense already satisfied life instinct ,faith makes isolated ,but we can see all the world is like this ,the economy of the world ,the world of politics ,as well as the spirit of the world is also so .Choose your beliefs ,because you couldn ,and you hope that he will give you required .That is to say ,you choose a can meet the requirements of your beliefs ,you are he will give you satisfaction to choose, you choose depends on your satisfaction ,rely on your mind and reality of contrast under relatively reasonable down selection .While in the US in contrast to show up at don ( or even impossible to detect ) and the fear of being alone .See do not understand ,can never be freed from the shackles and fear .We dedicated things available to our method to evade us from empty reason and condition .Don Jie Yin in the belief that the form at the process ,there must be a struggle ,conflict ,sad ,and will be opposite to each other .Only when you know that you stick to it due to the inherent essence ,not only is the conscious and unconscious so that your faith motivation ,you can get freedom of mind and the taste of loneliness, and not fear lonely .When a lonely looking for another lonely, will have a look .But the two lonely together can get rid of loneliness One day when lonely moment that will fade away .In too many times we need just a place not .We give too much and sacred mystery side of the force ,a lot of time just as a support or a hope .Just a thorn ,temporarily hide the emptiness you ,through another to escape loneliness ,use this obscure loneliness .Too much of our time is not care about the relationship ,but their lonely and emptiness .Too much when we choose to escape ,the real issue up to face to face, this is because the heart no ,so continuously from the outside looking to fill their own .But the love by hypocritical to hide. That true ,but if you like a false ,it must be rejected real .So life first love object should be their own, to write poems for himself ,and his dialogue ,in a space of quiet ,listening to my own heart beat and breathing .Hypocritical relationresultHave a feelingin the deep heart only ,without knowing the corner ,only a day can make such as memory ,let it Tao turbulent entangled, like in general ,finally coming back to reality, soul feel a mirage of diffuse and brilliant .This is my chance to see tired please cigarette paper Jiao burst of feeling .Sometimes I think, and the straightening ,seems to female more very, generally will not let emotions exposed ,always bear ,perhaps only in smoke in the moment ,or in alcohol intoxicated when, the pent-up emotions will be exposed .So ,sometimes I feel alive tired ,but we like the name ,tired on the cigarette ,might also be a good lonely way .Husband of good wine ,drink for a long time, also in the local famous, still belong to a good ,impression, my home is a dimple ,previously lived in the school with a small courtyard house ,although small ,but very wide yard ,the yard can often be barbecue ,then I go to riverside find the firewood is useful ,also have colleagues got something ,boss take ,Hezekiah liquor, the yard is a best place to keep friends .We drink too much of the various state of different expressions, the very next day also ,materials ,met also can be fun .At that time ,I will not drink, husband of training I drink man pull ,man is the local Lisu a special ,kills a tender ,to open ,some like chopped, some like large, with sumac boiled fried fried ,spicy ,brittle bones ,just the people poured in brewed rice wine ,a wine stew ,not too much, plan how many ,each bowl, the wine and aroma of natural compatibility ,some assembly to allow children to gnaw bone ,children are more like the kind of flavor ,but also has the condition .It is said that this man with Shujin live effect, but also the treatment of some diseases of the female department ,Lisu woman confinement to drink man pull .Drink man pull must take the advantage of cold drink ,Rhus oil will be tired ,full dip in the side of the bowl, but also a kind of greasy ,sticky feeling ,if drinking habits ,but also addiction .Now the man of many types ,as long as you love the taste, what has made against a speculation of the drink ,however ,the flavor is better to drink some .I don to eat ,my bowl ,I was drinking it ,give my husband ,straightening ,in don changed to his interest, let him eat the good stuff ,seemed to him .He was training to drink man pull ,but also because he likes to drink ,I don the smell of smoke ,alcohol ,always make can ,the heart is not good, will argue with him, he will be tired ,changes the method training me, let me feel the taste of wine ,I also like this . Man pulling the unique flavor .Later ,husband to change jobs into the city ,I hill ,I almost not at home ,he is more free, drink ,smoke not act recklessly and care for nobody ,no trouble ,and more .Therefore ,there is always a ,has never abandon ,even age than seniority .I occasionally go into town ,because at the end of the month will rest for a few days ,often to see his friends to my home to drink ,though he always said: my wife down ,she said that drinking too much does not have the meaning ,although she did not praise me ,also do not criticize me ,but ,I also feel drunk get drunk .We speak Nike Free 5.0 Men Shoes one time ,also won because I would not come back ,we are accustomed to drink together in the talk of everything under the sun ,disappear for several days ,he missed ,he and those with a sense of ,and my feeling is also deep, and I also easy-going ,know can him, can be his assimilation ,slowly accustomed .If one day without wine to accompany him ,I will accompany him to drink a cup of ,make a pot of tea ,red tea ,diffuse ,white juice ,transparent and pure ,is the local people own brewing ,no alcohol ,the degree is not high ,very bright, but drink or not, as he and his friends often joke ,wine still can not drink ,do not drink to drink too sentimental ,it ,if you drink too much ,really do not .I usually wouldn let him drink ,the most he than me one more drink ,however, will not be drunk ,but also increase the life of fun, that seems not drunk state ,also can really make body fusion a warmth ,generally are also relatively easy to fall asleep .With his drinking, nature also is I straightening and flexible time .At that time ,there is a princess or queen feeling ,what to eat, that gave him a sound ,there ,he will do for you ,want to drink ,he can give you to the edge, but also a friendly and caring to remind you ,don .I don her drinking pattern ,only the feeling of face burns ,experience ,and perhaps a few charming ,otherwise how could so spoil my husband We always with speaking ,usually to silence him, drinking too much can fly say to daughter eyebrow ,can look like, say when love when ignorance and ignorant ,have a pleasant talk together ,watch TV broadcasts entertainment programs ,like the same song and so on, feeling about the past good times ,imperceptibly ,a sleepy feeling .Whenever a scene like this are one kind of happiness quietly diffuse heart .Never denied ,he was just a straightening and vulgar woman ,either in the network through ,or in real life ,I have a kind of food of pyrotechnics custom ,can truly and honestly face their inner .Although a life of many ,so many years ,have you have no chance of coquetry unique ,but that doesnm not soft ,flexible time release in need ,I still soft as . Yesterday ,like a green worm ,through memory pod ,leaving biting mark .This is yesterday a Wen to my feeling .He saw a large green leaves ,green crystal clear ,but there is a small ,appearing a misshapen beauty ,let him be filled with a thousand regrets burst .And I want to say, the story yesterday ,there is always a warm flow over the heart ,with the memory of the wind passing through ,even had the pain and suffering, had the vicissitudes of life, had hurt ,but settling down is happy, the rest are better days .Monkey king to remember , relationresultSchool of excellence is the T ,a famous public school .Our story main surface in this school .But only this year enrollment is three three students ,class .My father is a business, because it is busy with her work ,do not have too much time to take care of noisy ,so keep a lot of bad habits make to a private school .Noisy once said ,but is too naughty too active !She suspected her son has ADHD ,because he wasn for a while but sleep ,son really let her be at a loss what to do ... ... But come to school soon became known as the king of mischief .He is in class when not to provoke not your own stationery pieces of eight and this is his best performance; when he is eating not eating leftover bone in a soup with rice but not in the dining table is the most that the teacher was pleased pattern .Our story occurs in students dormitory at the Residence .The first layer of students Residence lived in primary school students in lower grades ,each dormitory eight ,lower, lower gray iron closet and washbasin washbasin .Residence facilities ,toilets ,room, bathroom ,drinking machine ,central air conditioning ... ... So the Residence is closed management ,the students return to the dormitory can not free access ,washed in the rest .1006 is the lower grade student dormitory ,it is located in the duty room for too ,but lived here, help spread a number ,is located in the door left hand position .But returned to the Residence ,leave the teacher considered ,more act recklessly and care for nobody ,as Sun Wukong left the Buddha palm .Noisy in the dorm havoc in heaven ,not climb to the shop to get the thing is getting to students and students of cat ,in this limited space ,the closet and the washbasin is noisy toys .Inevitably the wardrobe shift ,get my face basin ,so the chest per day were played tinkling ,in a month broke the seven eight foot basin basin .1006 facing the duty room ,every principal director class dorm gathered in a duty room, 1006 discipline problems were a day schedule, every room blackboard are noisy breach of discipline records ,noisy Monkey King title spread like wildfire .But under the name gray iron chest skin skin .But his dirty clothes and smelly socks stuffed in the wardrobe ,closet Phi again for he could no longer ,Phi in noisy shaking towels and shed a few tears ;the most detestable is he to Phi practice Shaolin boxing, wardrobe in noisy cuff and kick off a piece of leather under ,in the tinkling sound masking ,Phi the teeth bite jumping ring ;when the noisy climb for falling paper plane, Phi hard to hit her ,and in the other by kicking him out of the bottom of homeopathy .Be in after lights-out, practice a day time noisy asleep soon .The students are gradually quiet down ,breathing even if to go to sleep, the entire floor is silent .Be made out of leather in the deep and quiet when taking the blame be up his hat ,he waited for the teacher on duty post check places ,in considering how to make revenge .Noisy turns a lower body ,large arm out of the blanket to a corner of the quilt kicking off in ,take at phi .Pipi a bared ferocious smile ... ... Skin skin stretched oppressed long side of the cranium ,gently it also slightly sore face ,moved up for too long ,he will never let this good opportunity .He moved slowly along the ride in his quilt to climb up ,rode into the sleeping boys .Make fast asleep ,he is dreaming .He went to the coveted virgin forest to explore, through a tree mixed forest, through a flower-filled meadows ,then through a swamp ,waded a clear stream ,a mountain stands in front ,he tried hard to find a clump of dense shrubbery, hidden ,heard of this is the mysterious mountain ,the sea-robbers inside magic treasure .He disappeared into the darkness ,blinding ,cold let shiver all over though not cold .He had to feel to crawl ,crawl through a stone block and lot ,and climb over a piece of land ,is to gradually open ,vaguely see a flickering oil lamps ,lamp in one side of the stone table .Apparently come sign ,he is thinking of is moving forward or backward point ,eyes flashed into a shadow ,the shadow closer and closer ,is a short side of the monster ,looks familiar ,like where seen, also cannot think of it at the moment ,but he and his fight ,you punch him one foot a few rounds down ,but finally due to exhaustion by the monster is pressed on the lower ,how to also earn off, almost suffocated . Today I revenge monster in the noisy laugh . You ~ ~ you ~ ~ is He Fang divine Even dead ,let ~ ~ so ~ ~ I dead understand The monster still laugh :good !Good !Today I will let you die !I was originally a piece of possessed the iron chest, be nine gods of female seal in your sleeping under the plate ,let me be free .I is one of the first 365 days, I swore an oath :if there is anyone out there who rescued me, I will give him my mountain treasure half .In this position is an obedient child ,I didn realize my desire ;in second 365 days again I swore an oath :who can give me freedom I will give him my all treasure in Shandong .However, in the bit is an honest and pragmatic girl, I didn realize my desire ;in third 365 days again I swore an oath :who can save me I give him all my treasure will be his servant ,for he follow sb. .This is when your monkey king lived ,I always put hope on you ,but you let me suffer insult ,so I changed my oath :if you can get me out of your board and I will kill you !Like listening to a cold sweat ,with full force shouted: !Help. Noisy sound in the silence of the rush in 1006 dormitories to on duty room ,the teacher hurried to 1006 view ,push the door with a flashlight one one again ,still the noisy balderdash ,like be bound hand and foot only in turning around .The teacher came up to him ,however nearly is something to trip over ,with a flashlight as a block in the passage ,it is an iron chest, no good foot figure out .Now see a long way out of a fight .Make over a lower body ,in his dream ,being noisy is Phi clamped to the emergency ,nine gods of female in time ,while in the phi cover finger seal ,he will never speak !The teacher on duty up full of sweat and noisy, noisy said had a nightmare .He felt he was late yesterday arch out iron wardrobe ,closet is lie on his board, that was really nine gods of female uniforms ,can fall asleep .Since then other dare not drill at the bottom ,and every day to clean clothes neatly in the closet, the closet together along a straight ;no more broken basin and basin ,lest they take revenge !Since then ,people forget about ever Monkey King title, 1006 were rated as five star hostel .