I'll try to make my long story as concise as possible. I had my surgery in January, and was initially filled to 4ccs. After recovering from the surgery itself, I was having moderate ongoing chest pain. It came in waves and was particularly bad at night. I don't think it's reflux. I have had that in the past and know the symptoms. This felt more like the apparatus itself was causing it, due to its position or possibly eroding into my stomach. My doctor felt I was swelling from the surgery and promptly removed all of the Fluid.
Months passed with no weight loss before I could have my first fill in April. They put in 2ccs, and I felt no restriction whatsoever. I felt no relief from hunger and was very discouraged by this point, and started to gain even more weight. In August they put in another 2ccs. Again, I felt no different than I had before my surgery. High levels of hunger and zero restriction. Then, in October, they added 1cc, putting me at 5ccs total. Here's where things get interesting...
I have been throwing up, a lot. Some days are better than others and I can eat normal sized potions without any issues. Most days, I'm throwing up just about everything from chicken to applesauce. I have even vomited liquids pretty regularly. I'm careful about what I eat. I eat small portions of moist foods and chew VERY well, but it doesn't seem to matter. I would say I have thrown up 75% of everything I've attempted to eat this past month. It sucks, I feel horrid and I'm starving all the time, but I'm finally losing weight, so I dealt with it. I was of course advised to come in as I have been overfilled. But I didn't go in, because I figured that 1cc ago I was seeing no results, and I don't want to move backward. I want to lose weight, and if this is how I need to lose it, so be it.
Two days ago, however, the chest pain resurfaced with a vengeance. I literally feel as though the band is slowly cutting my stomach in half. I just don't know how else to describe it. I haven't been able to sleep or eat. So, of course, I am going in to see my doctor today. I know his first response is going to be to take all of the fluid out of my band, which isn't what I want. I think it would kill any resolve I have left and begin this same useless process all over again. I just want the pain to subside and continue (finally) losing weight. I want this surgery to work for me, but I'm beginning to fear it's never going to.
I just want to know what you guys think, or if anyone has heard of or experienced something like this before. Should I try to push through the pain with medication and hope it's swelling that will eventually subside, or is this completely not normal? It's been almost a year, and I can't seem to lose any weight unless I'm throwing up and in severe pain. I'm wondering if it's time to just give up on the band altogether.
Any insight would be greatly appreciated. Thanks for reading.