I felt "resigned" to the Lap Band surgery as well, and at no time was I ever excited to have it done, I was actually very sad and disappointed in myself for not being able to do it "on-my-own".
The morning of my surgery, I was apprehensive, and really did not want to do it - but I knew I had to do something, I was weighing almost 350 lbs. at my heavest!
Surgery went well, but I was sore for about 1 week. (I had surgery on 3/10/11).
I have since gone for numerous "fills", and finally a week and a half ago, I think I finally got the restriction I need! I have lost over 50 pounds total (including the pre-surgery diet), and am on my way to being "myself" once again.
Don't be afraid, or disappointed that you are not excited.................It is truly one of the best things I have done for myself!
I wish you the best of luck!