I know exactly how you feel. Almost two years ago I was on the operating table to be banded and called the surgery off. Now, there were a few things happening all at once, like I was kept waiting for hours and all kinds of problems. Mostly, I said I didn't need anything to calm me before surgery. Mistake. Take what they offer. Since that time I still haven't had the surgery, but am making the plans to go ahead now. I regret calling off my surgery, but you have to make up your own mind.
Good luck and don't forget to take the meds they offer.
--Chris:smile2: