Hello everyone! I'm Mecca, 16. I weigh 288lbs and on the rode to surgery. I'm tired of being fat! I hate it! This world is not meant for big people. Its hard. I can't go to the mall like everyone else. I can't eat like everyone else. I'm always dieting and exercising to the point where I'm driving my damn self crazy. The worst is I never lose weight. I'm just always gaining 1kg (2.2 lbs) over a spand of months. This is my senior year of high school and I wanna go out looking good.
I talked to my mom about it and she thinks its a great idea. She supports me 100% but when I went to my pediatrician she refused to do my blood work and said I was too young. "I have patients who weigh 350lbs and I still wouldn't recommend that for weight loss". That skinny bitch! She doesn't know what its like. She's never lived the life of a big girl. Its hard! But it got me thinking: Am I too young? Or is there another diet or something that I can try?
I wanna do this, lifestyle change and all! My mother and I feel that I'm mature enough for this as well. AND ima join weight watchers after as well so double the weight loss over time. I wanna get to 170lbs and with this I will