Jessica Lyndsey

At this point in my life, I'm just a fed-up woman. I'm fed up with being uncomfortable in my own body. I'm fed up with the all too real fear that someday soon the price for my unhealthy lifestyle will come due. I'm fed up with being the 'funny fat chick'. How about the funny chick? How about the happy one? I'm working on that. Unable to lose the weight on my own, I am finally venturing down the path I swore I'd never go down. Surgical weight loss. Part of me is ashamed its come to this, part of me knows there is no point in being ashamed. Mostly I'm scared but ready. Here goes...