findingherself

my doctor let me have my fill in 2 weeks maybe your mom is right, but why are you eating pizza anyways? you know better than that. you need to learn to retrict yourself, yes its hard, if u read my posts and blogs you will know i cheated my ass off, but eventually we have to make the right choices. next time eat some meat instead, get as much protien as you can!!!!

A WEEK AFTER SURGERY I'M BACK TO EATING WHATEVER I WANTED. its extremly horrible that i love food this much . My husband commented about it today which kinda pissed me off " you went throughall this pain to start cheating" OMG HE IS SOOO DAMN RIGHT .. ( I WOULD NEVER TELL HIM THAT ) BUTOMGI FELT SO BAD. I GUESS I'MGOING TO GET ON THE RIGHT PATH .. I SEE MY DOCTOR TODAY

Today I realized that I dd all this because I thught it was worth it. So why the hell am I ALWAYS concerned with cheating... PRE OP.. I CHEATED..POST I KINDA CHEATED AT THE END OF THE DAY I'M HURTING NO ONE BUT MYSELF. Yes, Protein shakes are annoying and the Jello.. i will not be unhappy if i never see jello again. crystal light, and broth? ewww.. i guess we have to remember our reasons for doing it. when i'm thinking about cheating or crying.. because yes i have times where i juststart crying.. like this was stupid for doing this.. i think of those jeans or that halter top that i wanted to wear. Or going on hikes and surfing that i only dreamed of. two piece swim suits...not being JUST the girl with the pretty face...I know its hard,ugh this is THE HARDEST THING I'VE EVER DONE .. but i know its worth it. SO FROM THIS DAY ON NO MORE CHEATING!!!!!! ...SWIM SUITS, REAL SKINNY JEANS ...AND FITTED DRESSES HERE I COME....LOL I HOPE EVERYONE IS BLESSED TODAY

:tt1:YOU'RE RIGHT LADIES WE CAN DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I THINK I'M GONNA BUY SOMETHING CUTE AS MOTIVATION LOL

Good luck with everything i was banded on wed. I'm moving around and doing great

:cursing:I was banded on sept 29th and I wanted to leave as soon as i got there.I had been talking about it and once i got there i wondered 'what the hell was i thinking" My husband, family and friends have been awesome.I think that the band has banded the people in my life also. its made everyone that more closer.I want t eat BAD FOODS bu i keep tellingmyself " girl your not having gas pains for nothing" ( they hurt sooo bad) i'm excited to know what this holds for me. i'm praying that things will get better and better. i hope everyone realize that we are trying to make a change and even though your old habts are easier togo back to, you wanted this for a reason.nothig worth having is easy

Don't cheat!!!! hang in there and things will be okay i promise you, i cheated and i was constipated and have gas pains i wantedto cry.I think if you just drink more shakes and whatever else u can hav you will be a okay...i had to learn the hard wy so now i'm telling you be careful..i hope everything works out for you

:scared2:I'm banded tomorrow and 'm extremely nervous EXTREMELY,I'm thinking so many what if's its not even funny.I've went from being super excited to be overly worried.My family has no idea what mental break down i'm going through because i speak with confidence,( lies) lol what if i come out worst then when i went in? grrr.. where the heck is my bible when i need it.lol

Damn are you serious? that is so scarey i'm happy your doing well

Okay,my diet consist of NO food at all.. Nasty shakes that my dog and kids run away from because it smells funny.I literally cheated already...I haven't ate anything crazy but yes no food means nofood :biggrin:.. but i've been this way since birth no your telling me no food at all? most people lie about how great it was..i'm honest and it's hell..lol :lol2: my surgey in on sept 29th. it only took a week to get approved.i hope my liver has less fat around it, i lost some weight, like 10 pounds in hmmma week i guess, i'll try harder on out but she i'm annoyed,lol i hope everyone is havinga great day :tt1:

Hey Guys, I'm looking for people who ant to work out together. I'm currently in the torrance area.If your interested let me know.

i'm getting banded on Sept 29th

i'm also a Navy wife and Tricare was great, They approved me ina week and i'm havingmy surgery on sept 29th. I'm currently in california