Hi fellow Sept 2010 bandsters! It's been awhile since I've checked in. I have been busy starting a new life. I have great news to share...I've made it to one-der land! I'm currently the lightest I've been in 20 years....half of my life....all of my marriage! I feel like a new woman.
I have read so many posts and wanted to share some of my thoughts. First, for those of you who have not lost as much as you had hoped, I too feel like I should have lost more, but I have to stay focused. One thing I tend to focus on when I start feeling that way is that prior to banding I did a lot of yo-yo dieting and this tiime when it comes off, it stays off. Sure as a woman I get the up and down between 2-3 lbs., but never go way back up. That's something to celebrate! When I tend to think negative thoughts, I tend to go back to negative habits (my brain wasn't banded)!
Since I hae been banded I do all I can to stay positive. I do things I would never dare do before to remind myself that I am a new woman. Right after I was banded, I went back to college. I never finished my BA because I used to tell myself that no matter how many degrees I earned, my image would keep me from getting the job of my dreams. As I went through classes and struggled with homework on top of a full time job, I reminded myself that I was worth it and pictured myself in those cute little business outfits in the store front windows. I finished my degree with a 4.0 GPA (Summa Cum Laude) two weeks ago. In two weeks, just 2 short days before my "bandiversity" I begin my new career in my dream job.
This weekend I went to a theme park with my family and for the first time, I got on rides with them because I finally fit! Yesterday I went to the mall with my daughter and her friends and I fit in clothes from the teen store! Look, I still have 45 lbs to go, but I'm experiencing life every step of the way so I can celebrate the new lease I've been given in life. This had made all the difference in my weight loss so I encourage each of you to set a goal of celebrating your new life and enjoy the litle things as you reach for the bigger things.
Blessings!