Thanks to everyone who responded! I wasn't really sure how this blog thing would help me but I really appreciate the advice. I have support at home, but they are more listeners, which is great but sometimes I just need to be cheered on! I feel better just knowing that there is light at the end of the tunnel. I have just started the process. My insurance won't allow coverage for six months. In a way I am grateful, after six months of preparation I should definitely be as ready as possible! I'm finding the pre-surgery diet easier than I thought it would be..but ask me in a couple of months, maybe I won't be so enthusiastic!!