AsGoodAsSkinnyFeels

Onederland we need to talk. You've been whispering sweet nothings in my ear for quit some time now, & baby I want you ! You know how hard I've been trying to pull away from Twoville. I just don't love him anymore. Yes I know I left you YEARS ago to be with Twoville, butI'm so sorry ! I wasn't thinking straight. Twoville was just so sweet to me. He would always bring me chocolates & he'd speak to me in sooo many different languages. Chinese, Italian, Mexican. You name it, he spoke it. Then we'd sit on the couch every night to cuddle & watch tv. He comforted me. But then I started not liking the way he made me feel. He kept crowding me and at times I felt like I couldn't breathe. He didn't make me feel pretty anymore. He started to become controlling & telling me what I could wear & what I would never be allowed to wear ever again. Who is he to tell me what I can and cannot do? I think that's when I realized I didn't love Twoville anymore. Things had been rocky for awhile there anyway & he even had the nerve to tell me that someday soon he'd be done with me & hand me off to his older brother Threeville. Can you believe that? What an idiot! Who does he think I am?? I'm too good to be handed off like that. So I slowly started pulling away from him. It's been hard, very hard, because sometimes he'd start being real sweet again & I'd fall for it & get pulled back in. Things would be ok for a bit but then he'd start up again with trying to control my closet & I'm just sick of it. This is my life & I'm DONE with him controlling me! You've always been on my mind, Onederland. Always! I think about you all the time. I can't wait to be in your arms again. I've been working hard to get there, too. I swear I have. I've been ignoring Twoville everytime he starts trying to sweet talk me with all his different languages, I just look the other way. I've been trying to stay out of the house as much as I can too. I'll go running at the track just to stay active & clear my mind. I think he's finally getting it. I think he understands that I don't love him anymore. He sees me changing & I don't think he finds me attractive anymore. But I don't care cause it's YOU I want, Onederland. It's always been you. We'll be together very soon, I promise! I'm going to make it happen. You just wait and see. No one will ever take your place again. The love you give can't ever be replaced. So keep looking out that window for me cause here soon I'll be knocking on your door so you can let me in, and we can finally be together again. You don't have to be playing hard to get anymore,because i'm here, just a couple steps away. Besides, you know what I want I always get. So quit teasing me some room in the house. Beause when I get there, I'm there to stay. It's gonna be me & you baby.......till the end of time.

This was so inspiring ! I'm only 23 and I'm worried to death about being banded next year, while I feel scared and not quite sure about it now, I know getting rid of the feeling I have when I see myself in a public dressing room now will outweigh any worries. you look amazing and I can't believe you've come so far in just one year ! :]] Congrats

I wish I was being banded in February I have to wait until July because I figured that would give me enough time to save all of the money for the trip,passports,and everything else I'll need to do before then, not to mention pay it all off. I'm 23, I work from home and I don't have any help financially so i'm trying to save up about 6-7,000 on my own,from scratch. I hope to make a big dent in it come tax time though, who knows maybe i'll get to go sooner ! As of now it's on the calendar for July 16th. Oh and Congrats on your upcoming banding ! I'm soo excited

I know it's a long time from now, but I'm so excited I just want to know if anybody else will be banded when I am next year ! am going to the OCC in Tijuana, because I can't afford self pay here in the states, and I don't have great insurance with my company. I'm only 23 years old and SO NERVOUS but i'm ready to be happy with myself, for the first time in my life I hope to meet new people,and learn alot of new things !

I'll be getting banded in July of 2012 ! I thought I'd be like the ONLY one out there waiting sooo long to do it :[[ I wish it was tomorrow, or would of been today. But due to finances and work, I'll have to start the beginning of my lift next July 16th ! I'm so excited and so terribly nervous. Who knew excited and terrible could be in the same sentence Anyways where is everybody getting banded at ? I want one of those cute flashing banners too !