On Tuesday is my BIG day. Am I ready no. I'm so going to miss food, I feel like crying just writting this. But I know it's the best thing for me. I can't wait to run. I'm 322 and hate it. Food to me is like being in love with the love of your life. And now food has died and I'm so sad. But I know God is here for me and I'm praying on it. Sorry everyone I'm just venting. I'm cool now. Peace everyone God Bless u all.