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WELL I HAVE NOT GOTTHE LAPBAND DONE BUT IM VERY MUCH WANTING TO GET IT! SEE I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN 120 UP TILL MY 20'S NOW I'VE HIT THE MOST WEIGTH GAIN POSSIABLE TO MY BEHALF JUST IN 2-2-10 I WAS AT 300LBS AND I'VE BEEN DIETING BY 4-15-10 I WENT DOWN TO 255LBS BUT THEN I ALWAYS GAIN IT BACK NOW IM BACK AT 274LBS AND IM SO TIRED OF STRUGGLEING WITH MY WEIGHT I HAVE 3 KIS 15,10,4 AND I CAN'T DO MUCH WITH THEM AND I HATE MY LIFE CUZ MY KIDS R ALSO SUFFERING IT MAKES ME CRY TO HEAR MY SON TELL MY DAUGHTER LEAVE MOM ALONE CUZ U'LL HURT HER BACK MORE R MOM CANT SHE'LL GET TIRED FAST SHE CANT WALK 4 2 LONG!! I HATE IT I HATE IT THERE R TIME I JUST WANT 2 GIVE UP! I CRY MYSELF 2 BED EVERY NITE EVENAS I WRITE THIS IM CRYIN I JUST WANT HELP SOMEONE PLZ HELP ME I'VE DONE ALL I CAN NOW ALL I ASK IS DOES ANYONE NO IF MEDICAID WILL PAY HALF R ALL THE LAPBAND BUT SEE I DNT HAVE REGULAR MED. I HAVE SSI MED. DUE 2 ALL MY PROBLEMS I WAS DIGANOSED WITH SLEEP APENA, DEPRESSION, BI-POLAR DISORDER, ANXITIY ATTACTS, PANIC ATTACTS, ADHA, DIABETES TYPE 2, CARPAL TUNNEL N BOTH HANDS, MY L4 & L5 LUMBAR DISK HAVE DRIAND, I BELIVE THEY SAID I WAS ALSO FOUND WITH ARTISRITS IN MY BACK, ACID REFLEX, & HEP C. I NEVER HAD PROBLEMS TILL ALL THIS WEIGHT GAIN AND IVE TRYED EVERY DIET POSSIABLE. GREEN TEA, SLIM QUICK, SLIM FAST. FULL BARS, TRACK WALKIN 6 LAPS 2'S A DAY I EVEN WOULD GO WITH OUT EATING 4 2 OR 3 DAYS HELL I EVEN DID THE EAT AND THROW UP THING AND NOTHING TENDS 2 WORK..I EVEN WROTE TO OPRA I DNT NO IF SHE GOT MY LETTER BUT THATS HOW MUCH I REALLY NEED THE HELP I WANT 2 BE ABLE 2 DO THINGS WITH MY KIDS AGAIN B4 I DIE!!!!!!! SO IM ASKING DO U NOW IF AMERICAGROUP MEDICAID COVERS LAPBAND....