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Oh, I've heard it all -- "it's so much better that they find out now." "Well, you want to be safe, don't you." "It would't hurt to wait another few weeks or momths. HA - Just the thought of it sends me into a depression and I've eaten real food -- and too much of it-- contantly this past week forguiring "what's the point?" I know none of that makes logical sense but I don't seem to be thinking too clearly right now anywhere. Waiting three more days to find out if I can have the surgery seems like forever.

Anyway, just wanted to explain where I've been. All I really want to do it crawl into a ball and stay there until surgery and then have someone plop me on the operating table.

Have you gotten your date yet?

Sorry for the depressing news. I'm just not a happy camper right now.

Love, Debbie