Hey All,
I'm new here. I've been reading for a few days but haven't posted anything yet. It's been so encouraging and to be honest...also discouraging. It's amazing how impatient I am. I've been looking into this surgery for almost 4 years now. I finally took all the steps, did all the research and was banded 7/9/2010. I've lost 30 pounds so far. 16 before surgery in the pre-op diet. I stopped losing for about 3 weeks - got my first fill, and lost another 5. It's going well! According to everything I've been reading, I'm on track and losing at a healthy rate.
...BUT.
There's always a but. Here comes the complaining. My least favorite thing about myself - my lack of confidence. I want to date. I want to meet a man who will love me for me...not what I look like. But how do you do that when you don't love who you are? I'm young...I know. But I'm so impatient. Impatient to lose the weight, meet a man, start a family, and love me for who I am.
So there it is. The opposite of how I'd introduce myself in any situation...but it's how I feel RIGHT now...and for some reason, writing it out makes me feel better.