I just want to comend u on your wonderful weight lose and attitude toward everything we have a few things in common right now I am sitting here feeling like a failure I have been post opt for 2 1/2 yrs did great the first yr and went down after that i have still kelp off 40lbs but gained the other back I am actually the smallest I have ever been since I have been married and we will be married 8 yrs. next month we are trying for a baby have been were going into our 15 month now and by gainning a few lbs bk I feel like a failure I just wish I could start over, there is things that I have never got to do in life and want to be able to we will renew our vows in 2 yrs and I want to wear a real wedding dress then I couldnt when we first got married , I am also in the works of opening up my own business from scratch just like you but I just wanted to say thank you for your blog it is truly a blessing to ready it good luck and god bless.