HECK enjoy all the attention.. I remember back in 90 I lost 50 lbs..I was still about 230 then, anyway I walked into a room and this cute guy almost fell off his chair it was so funny...but, I felt so good..I feel so gross now, I just want to loose and loose it now..I will worry about what to do then later..enjoy life without having to worry about seats, and clothes, and breathing..my thing is mourning the loss of my best friend the food..geri