so i have been struggling with my weight for 20 yrs ive tried dieting and excersing even diet clinics such as aspen and progressive , but always fails , ive never even considered the lap band bc im so scared of surgery more or less im scared to gettin put to sleep and never waking again , but today ive made a decision i want the surgery i dont want to live uncomfortable in my skin anymore , so now i guess i have to find a doctor and take the steps , if anybody has any information or just any words that will make it easier please let me know , im kinda lost right now and very scared well thank u :blushing: