justrite8142

UNFORTUNATELY THIS IS HAPPENING to a lot of weight loss surgery patients...i had to attend an out-patient support group 4aneroxics and bulemics..my family was threatning to send me away 4 treatment...its a secret that hasn't been made public yet...it will take a few of us to die b4 any1 puts a stop to it...girls drinking right after they eat to vomit...over exercising...laxatives...sucidial thoughts if they havent lost enuff or gained some weight back...they call it a surgical eating dis-order...

i used to be on this support site faithfully...giving advice...telling people what the "right" way was...truthfully there is no wrong or right way...i've been a big successful loser with this band...haven't alwayz lost weight using my tool...if u read my previous thread...i included laxatives and too much exercise to aid my loss...when people ask me for advice now...i tell them "ur way...will b the rite way"...not my way...not her way...his way..we aren't scientist or doctors...we r people that were once over-weight...and we r either trying not to b or we aren't anymore and itz that simple...i c members on here...saying "don't eat this...don't eat that"...i personally choose not to eat a lot of carbs...but thatz by choice...would i have lost just as much weight if i did...who knows??????...i can't eat rice or pasta...it gets stuck...can the next person...maybe...maybe not...it took me 6 fills b4 i hit my sweet spot...it may take jane doe 2 fills...it may take 9 fills..this is a journey...one that u will need support with...of course...but not 1 that can b done 4 u...no matter how much advice u get...

thank u...starting the healing process again...but this time...i'm going to b me...just plain ol' carolann...just the girl that went from big to small...

i LOVE my band...i am now fully dependent on this tool...i'm at goal...have been at goal and wouldn't take it out for nothing in the world...but pb'ing after eating too much...too fast or not chewing well...is not normal...hair loss is not normal...having to take vitamins bcuz ur mal-nutritioned...well that isn't normal either...these should b referred to as side effects..it isn't a big deal to me to pb anymore..do i pb everyday...no...but when i do i don't c anything abnormal about having to lean over and vomit what i just ate..scary when u really think about it...

i had to go 2 a pysch...b4 my surgery...like i'm sure u did...and here is this 100 pound women sitting in front of me...asking routine questions...that probably never had an issue with her own weight...she said there would b negative attention i would recieve...there was no way i was going to believe that...i was going to b thin and all my problems would b solved....hahahaha...jokes on me...i get picture comments...that of course i appreciate but at the sametime...i want people to know the excitement wears off...then ur just "u"...i was starting to feel better...then i got in2 a relationship...he brought "her" out...the weak...low self-esteem over-weight girl...that didnt deserve to b treated good...bcuz she was a "fat girl"...the girl that had to settle...i thought she was gone????but she is me...and i am her...and that is where the problem lays... i've asked those close to me to stop calling me beautiful...sexy ...pretty...i'm "just rite" and its that simple...btw congratz on ur loss!!!!!