karysoroa

WELL I HAVENT REALLY HAD A LAPBAND SURGERY YET, BUT ITS MY DREAM....I BEEN OBESE SEENS I WAS LITTLE,BUT KNOW THAT I'M A GROWN WOMAN ITS MY DREAM TO BE ONE OF THOSE GIRLS WALKING AT THE BEACH WITH ONLY A TWO PIECE ON...THE DISCRIMINATION IN THIS WORLD WITH OVERSIZED PEOPLE ITS UGLY...I FEEL REALLY UNLUCKY WENT IT COME TO A BOYFRIEND. EVEN WHEN I HAVE GONE FOR A JOB INTERVIEW, IF THERES A GIRL SITING IN THE WAITING LOBBY WHILE I AM INSIDE WITH THE INTERVIEWER HE WILL THINK MORE OF THE GIRL OUTSIDE FOR THE JOB JUST THE REASON THAT SHE IS SKINY...I AM TIRE OF FEELING LIKE THIS . SOMETIMES I FEEL IN DEPRESION.  I HAVE TRIED MANY DIETS ,EXERCISING,I HAVE GUT TO THE POINT THAT I HAVE QUIT EATING IN 2-3 DAYS THINKING THAT MAYBE IF I DONT EAT I WILL LOOSE WIEGHT...THIS IS REALLY AN UGLY WAY OF LIVING...I DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO PAY FOR A LAPBAND SURGERY. MY DOCTOR HAS FOUND A BIG PROBLEM IN MY HEALTH HE TOLD ME I HAVE OVARY SYNDROME...THE BEST WAY TO CONTROL IT IS TO LOOSE MY WEIGHT....THIS PROBLEM IS A 89% INFERTILITY PROBLEM..THIS WORRIEDS ME ALLOT, IMAGINE N O BABYS IN MY FUTURE , THATS ONE OF MY DREAMS IN MY LIFE HAVE A FAMILY. I'M A STUDENT, I AM 20 YEARS OLD I HAVE MEDICAL BUT ITS GOING TO BE CUT OFF IN A MONTH...BUT THIS STILL WONT HELP ME...I WILL JUST WAIT UNTIL I FIISH MY SCHOOL HAVE A OOD JOB TO BE ABLE TO AFFORD A LAPBAND SURGERY....THEN THE NEXT TIME I WRITE A REVIEW ABOUT MY LAPBAND STORY WILL BE NOTHING BUT HAPPINESS IN MY WORDS EXPRESSING THE WAY I FEEL LIVING MY NEW LIFE AFTER MY LAPBAND SURGERY.....GOOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE WE ALL NEED IT....