Your not alone girl. I too have just been approved and feel overwhelmed but excited! I have surgery on July 28th. I focus on "what I need" to improve myself and when ever someone has a negative comment I say "I am sorry you don't support me, I can really use it right now". I told some people about it, but for those who are self centered, gossip hounds, I just say "it's personal". Move forward girl and don't look back, you owe it to yourself.